who must i sleep with to get some mutha..f-ing heat up in this place???

well it saturda december 6 year 0

i'm at work, the heat here is "sorta working" so in turn i will "sorta work" today. its snowing... hate snow but its pretty.

-- my new neighbor has a big curly dog whom i love but who will also not shut up when he's outside.. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

--ok now its sorta freezing in here.

-- why when people need to ask me for help here do they come and stand behind my desk instead in front of me. weird.. i need to put up some les nessman style masking tape lines around my desk to mark my zone.

-- this place is weird.

--what i really need to do today is some online xmas shopping. very important i shant be rushing around like a foo' later in the month. as stated in previous blog, as put so delicately by oscar the grouch... "i hate christmas"

-- still no weiner dog. the lady i work with says the male hasn't been around (maybe the kennel picked him up- i hate to think about it) but the girl is still there. we have to just get her- soon.

--oh well i have a few work related chores to get to here so i can begin my shopping.

have a great weekend, enjoy.

me

you'll get it at the end.

t.g.i.m.f.f.m.n.w.!! dec. 5 year 0

holy shit 20 days till xmas and 18 days till i fake strep throat! yippie!

i cannot wait!

well i've got a little over a half hour of work left and i'm dying to go home...... although i've felt that way since 8:15 this a.m. when i left the house.

- i don't feel particularly well right now- general ickyness

- what should i have for dinner? i had 2 not so great subway experiences in the last like 5 months and as much as i loved the subway... i'm not feeling it anymore although that would be convenient to my route home. oh well to ponder.

- whats on tv tonight.. i made a purchase that i now have to assemble... if you know anything about my asembly skills........... this doesn't bode well. i'll try my best.

- there are throngs of neighborly neighbors at the branch right now - ugghhhhh everyone is a gangsta... there are not gangstas at the liberry - hate to tell you.

- i'm thinking i'll have to put my heat up to at least 58 tonight. booooo hissssss.

- i worry that baby sal and the girls are cold all day but they've got the sleepy tee-pee.

- well i have to work saturday but really big whup.

- i would like to get a hair did some day next week but i fffing work every day when can i go? damnitt. maybe afterschool thurs quickly if possible probably not.

--oh well time for internet games.

cheryl next to me is playing a game called "PILE OF BALLS" that is my new saying you heard it here first so when it catches on kick someones ass for me- here's how it'll go :

you: "hey bbfea howz your day"

me: "dude it sucked.... it was one huge PILE OF BALLS"

diiiiigggggggggggggggg it.

later

me

pile of balls

bbfea's holiday alter-ego!

thursday december something year 0

so whats up?

today and yesterday for that matter were good days over all. not loaded with extraneous nonesense.

my cat baby sal clawed the crap out of my neck yesterday... uncle paul came over and was rough housing with him so when i picked him up when uncle paul left (so he wouldnt' run out the door) he dug into my neck. i forget sometimes that prior to my adopting him he was street tough.

-- other then that i'm here at the 'berry being interrogated by a co-worker about things that are not her business. ie: shut the f.... up!

---we have a new person at j.o.b. #1 - seems to be going ok so far so thats a relief.

i'm getting angsty about xmas and gift buying. i've started but still got a waaaays to go. i hate all this mess. holidays suck... today at work i played my holiday song by oscar the grouch "i hate christmas!"

please to enjoy:

"I can't think of anything that's dumber To a grouch, Christmas is a bummer!

Beaming faces everywhere, happiness is in the air I'm telling you, it isn't fair! I hate Christmas! People loaded with good will, giving presents, what a thrill That slushy nonsense makes me ill

I hate Christmas!

I'd rather have a holiday like normal grouches do Instead of getting presents, they take presents back from you

Heh heh Here comes Santa, girls and boys So, who needs that big red noise!

I'll tell him where to put his toys

I hate Christmas! (spoken):

And if you want the truth, I ain't so crazy about Thanksgiving or Labor Day either!

Christmas carols to be sung, decorations to be hung Oh, yeah? Well, I stick out my tongue!

I hate Christmas!

Christmas bells play loud and strong Hurts my ears, all that ding dong

Besides it goes on much too long I hate Christmas!

I'd rather have a holiday with a lot less joy and flash

With a lot less cheerful smiling, and a lot more dirty trash, yeah!

Christmas Day is almost here When it's over, then I cheer I

'm glad it's only once a year I hate Christmas!"

wonderfulness.

actually in planning my xmas eve boycott (ie: the great strep throat incident of 2008) i was thinking i'd like to see that movie valkyrie - even in spite of tom cruise's presence in it. kenneth brannaugh is in it and he's played a nazi before so i'll forgive the tom cruise mistake. - could be fun nazi movie in the afternoon.. some p-corn, some diet coke - me in a nearly empty theater, nazis on the big screen- heaven.. sounds dare i say it - ideal.

oh well one of our pain in the ass patrons who doesn't work or pay taxes yet insists the staff here wasn't raised properly and the public tax dollars pay our salary and we don't deserve it! uh you not paying taxes asshole so you don't get to make those statements. its good though he now has a grudge with all but one of us and so we don't have to deal with him because he's not speaking to us.. actually he hasn't been here for a while since he had a blow up about something - then he switches to the union branch until he pisses them off then he comes back here.... so we should call union and see what happened... he also has a tendancy to defecate on the restroom floor- hooray for feces! (that needs to be on a t-shirt!).

speaking of t-shirts-

- i want to get a friend of mine a t-shirt that says "ashes to ashes - beer to pee" - i just think thats soooo funny but not something one can where anywhere huh? i'll find something else.

- welp i got nothin else. whats up with you?

lets all have a good friday

love

bbfea

sunday november 30, year 0

i'm at work and i'm siiick ya'll i mean sick... like fearful of how sick i am. not cold not flu i don't know.... severe abdominal pain, i'm freezing cold and shaking, lower back pain, intestinal distress - i just feel like hell. i'm drinking water hopefully that'll help. theres no way after recent past experience with lakewood emergency i'll never go there again. so looks like broth and water for dinner and a prayer not to die. i feel that bad. sitting here for the last almost 4 hours hasn't done me any favors either. but its $$.

oh well i'm going to go i'm shaking so much its difficult to type.

me