hello tahiti so long stinky toothless!

t.g.i.m.f.f.y. jaMuary whatever year 0

---------- today seems like it was 70 hours long and its only 5:30 - like i lived 3 lifetimes. geeez. so much nonsense i can't believe it and its all totally inconsequential nonsense about nothing but time consuming. stupid stupid.

---- hey yesterday i actually got diahreaha after a brief conversation with someone re: the semi promotion at work... i'm telling you as he was talking my stomach started flipping and within 5 minutes.... diahreaha - is that hysterical or what. imagine the ability to inflict diahreaha on someone - what power..... wish i could do that!

--- my stomach isn't feelin so hot today either but not emotional diahreaha just feels knotty and painful. doesn't help that from 8:00-2:00 all i had was allbran, coffee and a banana - then around 4 i had an egg white. eating has become an annoyance - and yet i'm fat as fat can be! great. i know i know everyone says rather then not eating at all (which isn't my current diet plan its just that - thats how my days go) i should be consuming small meals like every 3 hours. who has that kind of time?

i dunno.

so i'm off tomorrow - i just got a phone call that i may have a weiner dog by the end of the day saturday.............. i need a name..... maybe sam after my dear dear friend who is a peach or maybe pixxi after the same person. what else ....... i guess i'll have to meet him.

---- so i worked with my polish guru who comes to the liberry for computer assistance and he's asked me to go to massachusettes with him. what the f is going on? i don't think its a freaky sex thing - but it is weird. and then there was a gentleman who comes in often - the one who asked me if i've ever heard of the beatles..... yeah he was in here stinking like garbage/urine.... with his fine fine set of summer teeth (summer there and summer not!) telling me he lives on a porch... but did ask me out. to the porch i wonder? - no thank you very much.

this is my life.

diahreaha, nonesense, and odd balls.... perhaps i should retire to tahiti now.

me

work anxiety!

jaMuary 22 year 0

my bathtub is drained. praise g. my landlord came over and held a "heat gun" on the pipes for a bit and i on the other side of the wall plunged away and whammo - gone. so happy the act of shaving my legs brought me immense joy!

------ work was a circus at the end of the school day at least - geeeeeeeeeeez oh man yikes.

--- i've got 1.5 hours of work left i'm desperate for this week to end. even though i have to work on sunday..................love the extra $ hate sittting there for 4 hours. but f.... it until i get a raise i should just take what i can get .... i'm still hurtin from xmas. although it doesn't help that i'm sitting on like $600 in checks that i haven't deposited yet... duh.

--- so i still need to tend to my dead washer...

--- i'm like toting a salad around with me the last 2 days i made it took it to school for lunch didn't eat it took it to the library for dinner didn't eat it... took it home put it in the fridge and repeat the entire thing again today... its like a little buddy.

oh well i'm goin on break then i'll pray that the rest of the night goes fast.

later

baby sal says hi

thea

power to the plunger!

tuezday jaMuary 20 - year 0

congratulations mr. obama! and welcome to the nightmare.

so my f...ing bathtub won't drain. tried drano (2x), boiling water, plunged till my hand hurts still no dice! what the hell could be in there! i'm fearful of it. washing machine - he dead. gotta call someone to come look at it... but have to make sure my landlord will be around because repair people usually don't come after 8:30 p.m.- which means i have to drag everything out of the damn laundry room so the guy can even get at my washer (my laundry room is about the side of a public restroom stall) so thats great. went to the welk/lopixx to do laundry yesterday- that was nice got dinner out of it at least. why baby why! especially since i actually love to do wash and i love bathing so why am i being punished... couldn't the stove break... i lived without one of those for 3 years!

-- a co-worker is on the alli diet pill plan which i hear gives you ripping diahreaah and gas with oily leakage.... why does that sound appealing to anyone.... just do meth.

--- i ate some cottage cheese today.... i question its edibility.... but then again i regularly convince me that i just ate something rotten. its like a hobby.

--- it was so nice having a cluster of days off...... i knitted - that's about it.

-- ummmm i have a co-worker who has lots of $$ and she is always asking me to buy things for her..... i work m.. f-ing 9-8 every day and she's done by 5:00 most days so go get the shit yourself. i don't have time to shop for myself let alone others.

--- speaking of... i need to go to the grocery tonight... as always. i need some fruit... bananas i NEED bananas. i need some cereal but i have such a hard time picking out cereal.... i like to keep a mixed tupperware of cereals in the cupboard... i've got all bran, some kinda flakes - i like bran buds and wheaties, shredded wheats, i can spend hours looking at cereal. love it. never liked special K though. cheerios rule - crispix fan f..ing tastic - actually flax flakes are good - use to like the kashi good friends or whatever but i'm over it.. something a little kibble-y about it semi cat food like.

--- i just had a lady here who wanted help with the FAFSA - but refused to put in her social sec. number so much for that.... buh bye!

---- i gotta remember to get to work on TIME tomorrow... i've been so screwed up time wise- plus trying to do some last minute plunging this a.m.

--- 2 hours left. puke

oh well talk to you later. pray for my drain

me