"so be it"

thursday jamuary 11 - 0

beep beep beep beep this just over the wire... power outtage downtown today gives hope for a day off tomorrow only to be dashed by the return of power one hour later. awwww fuck.

man i was sooo sure this was big one. oh well i'll toss out a klaus kinski styled "so be it" and move ahead.

- one of my hands is cold

- delighted tomorrow is friday

- hoping to have somethin fun to do this weekend

- una pee-peed and poopied on the potty yesterday- aw hell yeah

- i typed my student friend, shaleea's term paper today and she rewarded me with a snickers bar..... i'll take it.

- got to utilize easily the largest most phallic big daddy flash lite ever. (i used it to light the hall way .. and thats it)

-have to stop on the way home to buy a blank video tape because MOTHA FUCKIN ROME starts back up on HBO this weekend.... i'm torn --though i will enjoy having someone tape it for me weekly --- i do so LOVE the 13 hr. marathon of awesomeness. oh well i think i will make a big whip out of my weekly viewing - make it a party or somethin... which will consist of oh i'm sure a celebratory beer and maybe a turkey sandwich.... but to me it will be special.

-i've got 1 hr. 15 minutes left here today. and that will be about enough!

alrighty then i'm outty.

enjoy your cake or snickers bar!

me

T.G.I.W.A.F.O.T.A.F.W. Jam. 1/10/0
(thank god its wednesday, almost friday on to a free weekend!)
love, thea

what would sipowicz do?

tuesday jamuary 9 year 0

dudes.. i'm at work i've got 45 minutes left and i am STARVING LIKE MARVING. uhhhhh you know where you'd eata jelly packet just to get by... but of course i love deprivation.. as kramer said "it's very monastic" (although perhaps now he would pepper that with n... bombs).

i'm still having a kick ass week though... maybe because its quickly progressing towards friday and that long weekend i don't know what it is but its righteous man real righteous.

i don't like the eagles. maybe only the song "take it to the limit" other then that... the can cease to exist. but thats just me... whats funny is everytime i think these things i know there is someone totally jamming out to their BEST OF THE EAGLES cd so to each his own. (i should talk - doobies).

had a discussion with carolyn today on the phone.... it was about our soap opera but there was a student in my office over hearing me say things like "well finally he shot someone" and "i hope he wakes up retarded".....the student was a little horrified i think... of course i later told her it was about general hospital. funny though.

anyhow i'm going to go get ready to get the hell outta here.

i'll make ron do the specialized closing announcement "da liberry is about to be closin and the computers is about to get cut off...." and of course follow it up by yelling "ITS SHOWTIME AT THE APOLLO". strange strange life.

eat cake eat whatever you can.

me

its just a fantasy

t.b.i.m. jamuary 8 year 0
i hate monday. hate it. not for any reason except it makes you miss saturday and sunday.
i had a great weekend - really great. didn't do much on friday post-work.... worked early on saturday (big nothin) -then got to go to dinner and hang out on saturday and had a really nice time...very warm. uhhhh then sunday was like band of brothers day on the hitler channel - did some laundry- and pretty much just laid in state oh yeah got the landlord/hero to fix my front door... hooray for security.
i will attempt to get through this week by looking ahead to next monday which i have off... so it will be goal oriented working..... thank you MLK i too have a dream and it is to be off work on monday!!
i'm looking down the barrell of 4 hours left here at the 'berry and to be totally frank- i don't know how i'm going to make it. too much time not alot to do. i'll go look for a book or something i guess. pray for me.
later,
me