thursday.
i was going to say Zeptember 11th but it is not - it is Sept. 11th a day to remember not to forget. we had a moment of silence. i have recollections of that day. and i don't care for it... like the people who have recollections of what they were doing when they heard JFK was shot. i don't like now having a coupla tragedies under my belt... i would've preferred to have gone my entire life sans the recollection of enormous tragedy. wouldn't it be much more kick ass to be able to remember where you were when news broke that they found a cure for AIDS or cancer? i would have preferred that in my lifetime. but nobody asked me.. thanks you fucking terrorists - YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG - TERROR IS NOT SEXY.
other then that i was terrorized by the need for a nap. which i took and i woke up to the sound of gene hackmans voice.. he is a passionate actor.
god bless gene hackman where ever he is tonight.
aloha.
thea

wednesday
we had staff meeting today - i don't always get much out of the meetings but today i got to giggle - alot> about what you ask? ... the words "tickled, commode" and the phrase "super thank you" all absurd and had to be faced with a sincere, dead pan look, nodding look with intrest - dude... super thank you??? super your welcome!
a friend got me the movie 25th hour to watch (spike lee's white movie) and i was very pumped up about it until i remembered my vcr ... it dead. i do hate that vcrs are now like "necessities"... but what am i without my taped soap operas... i'm living horseshit without em thats what! where's stephan? what's happening with roxie and nigel? are the teenage daughters of the police commisssioner still whoring around and using drugs? whats up with lorenzo alcozar?? who is way hotter then his now deceased twin brother even though they're portrayed by the same guy. is courtney totally strung out on hydromophone????????????????????????????????
later and super thank you.
thea

tuesday
hi its me thea.
today was tuesday. i did some stuff at work, got a minor project out of the way and the whole time i was at work i never lit anyone on fire nor did i call anyone a fucking asshole, nor did i wish anyone dead... i think i'm getting the swing of things.. hooray.
tomorrow we have our staff meeting with special guest the CEO of our agency. that should be nice... i like to be kept in the know about the big picture where i work.
other then that i have not much on the agenda.
i took a great walk to day... did i ever tell you that i have a favorite street light... i do its on ridgewood (i think thats the street- its back around where my parents live) and i have a very fond memory of walking, listening to lloyd cole and looking at this particular streetlight and reiterating each time that it is my favorite- its not the physical lamp that i love, the style of it or whatever it is the way it glowed and how i felt when i stood under it. i saw a bench today that is pretty up there as far as favorite objects go not a particularly artful or good looking bench - i just keep seeing it and it appears to say "calm down thea".
okey donkey
g'night
thea