saturday
today i went for a mini walk down the drive way and around the house. that was good. didn't do much else however but that is also good.
here's a weird one... i just got on line and there was a headline that BIGFOOT just died. and i really felt sad. actually i guess it was one of the guys who made a fake photo or something but one really hates to think of a world without BIGFOOT.
so i'm feeling pretty o.k. but it is most totally unbearable to laugh so i must cut my chats with chris short and the same with my brother today... i cannot do it and it's like the worst punishment for me because i love to laugh at everything. oh well i'll laugh on the inside for now.
later all
thea

hi it's friday. today i came home from the hospital. i left the hospital around 10:30 needing to take my pain pill around 11:00 - 11:30 so my dad was sent to the store and to get the prescription filled - IT TOOK HIM 3 HOURS..how bad was the pain???? PRETTY FUCKING BAD. my mother is staying over here "to help". my cat jack (17 lbs.) was sitting / lying on my lap and she came over and accidentally kicked the table next to us and yelled.... thus scaring the 17 lb. cat into diving off of me from the convenient jumping point of my incision. thanks mom keep up the help. I AM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF and anyone who said "oh that'll be nice, to have your mom over" i will find you and i will kill you... I AM AN ANGRY BITCH IN PAIN.
anyhoo the pain is still pretty bad. i got to watch them pop the staples out of my abdomen today before i left.
i am glad to be home. i am glad carolyn and maj and the children stopped over with prizes, i'm glad my time in the hospital was totally 100% horrible. actually i find i sleep rather well in there (note to self ask for hospital bed for christmas). i am glad that i got lavish flowers from dear friends chris and laurie whilst i was in there - they really honestly made a big difference, i'm glad not to be at work right now, i'm glad for large sweat slacks, i'm glad to have the photo of whatever the hell it was, i'm glad to have gotten many emails of encouragement and support from our dear viewers, i'm glad i had the opportunity to give big ups to "G" before the operation and lastly i'm glad to have this be over with. i don't know if i'll be on the show monday it depends on many things like if i can straighten up and not walk like a hook all bent over.
oh well off to sleep / with the aid of hospital provided narcotics!!
and to watch iced T on L & O SVU.
good night and god bless.
thea

its sunday... i loathe sundays. they sicken me because the mean work tomorrow.
ick.
i do work tomorrow and have a bit to round up before i am out. do i care? i guess for the 15 mn it'll take to make sure all is well with my job during my absence but after that no not really..............
i went to IKEA today with maj and CAROLYN we had fun.. and i enjoyed being with them. we 3 have been chums for over 10 years now and we are thick as thieves.... occasionally one might think the other is out of reach or whatever but i tell you the time i have when it's just the 3 of us is such a great thing to have. i love that we have a decade of stupid jokes and nicknames that no one can penetrate.. after this long. i just love those guys. they are the greatest people i know and the best friends i'll ever have!!!! so phhhhooooey on you for not knowing them!
i kid you. have a great night and i'll talk to you tomorrow
thea