hi it's friday. today i came home from the hospital. i left the hospital around 10:30 needing to take my pain pill around 11:00 - 11:30 so my dad was sent to the store and to get the prescription filled - IT TOOK HIM 3 HOURS..how bad was the pain???? PRETTY FUCKING BAD. my mother is staying over here "to help". my cat jack (17 lbs.) was sitting / lying on my lap and she came over and accidentally kicked the table next to us and yelled.... thus scaring the 17 lb. cat into diving off of me from the convenient jumping point of my incision. thanks mom keep up the help. I AM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF and anyone who said "oh that'll be nice, to have your mom over" i will find you and i will kill you... I AM AN ANGRY BITCH IN PAIN.
anyhoo the pain is still pretty bad. i got to watch them pop the staples out of my abdomen today before i left.
i am glad to be home. i am glad carolyn and maj and the children stopped over with prizes, i'm glad my time in the hospital was totally 100% horrible. actually i find i sleep rather well in there (note to self ask for hospital bed for christmas). i am glad that i got lavish flowers from dear friends chris and laurie whilst i was in there - they really honestly made a big difference, i'm glad not to be at work right now, i'm glad for large sweat slacks, i'm glad to have the photo of whatever the hell it was, i'm glad to have gotten many emails of encouragement and support from our dear viewers, i'm glad i had the opportunity to give big ups to "G" before the operation and lastly i'm glad to have this be over with. i don't know if i'll be on the show monday it depends on many things like if i can straighten up and not walk like a hook all bent over.
oh well off to sleep / with the aid of hospital provided narcotics!!
and to watch iced T on L & O SVU.
good night and god bless.
thea