geez, sorry i've been away from the blogging but life is, i believe at a total stand still. i guess it's because my work year is almost over and it's only when you're looking foreward to something soooooo strongly that time seems to drag.
so tonight on tv... JAWS did i watch it? f..yes.. as a matter of fact i will say that there are moments in the film that we (chris & I on the assholierthanthou program) handled better then the actual cast. so there.
also on A&E is "The Lost Batallion" not bad.
i survived easily the 2nd worst headache i've had in my life yesterday .. but my head feels oddly like a coconut today or maybe a gourde.
tomorrow is prom... i'm usually so pumped up about it until the day before and the day of then i realize that i've blown a friday night. oh well. the children are fun.
also i dawned on me only today that we have some extended weekend happening. wow that's cool.
today my landlord asked me if i wanted to go ride in his convertible mercedes and get some ice cream,,,, shame i hate ice cream... as it turns out later this evening i had the notion to walk to the dairy queen and get a red flavored slushy... i do love a slushy there is a medicinal quality to them especially the blue ones. trust me.
lets seee..... nothing i guess. it's nearly 11 and i simply must hit the rack... oh my beloved rack (bed)....i will write a haiku about my bed:
My adult cradle
I can cover myself up
and stay forever.

i bid ye all a good evening. i'll be back with a prom report.
thea

hi its tuesday.
who cares.
what's my problem that i repel the people i wish to date? i must be a gorgon.
today was pretty good... work was low impact and life was good.
hung out with chris which makes the balance in my life. thank you c. murder jr.
i've mentioned the mantra "your life is garbage" before... and i hear it again and again in my head....i don't fancy myself a suicidal person....seems too much. but i do however, consistantly pray for the end. i guess that's bad... mainly because i haven't made any preparations... i'll get it in writing: in case of my "untimely death"
1. carolyn and sam must take the cats.
2. my personal possessions should go as "whoever wants 'em gets em"
3. letters found (in a box in the closet) should be burried with me
4. any money i have in savings or whereever... goes to mikey and nola valerian.. but only if they promise to wear a cowboy hat now and again.
5. creamate me and take my ashes and throw them into a crowded bus going down town.. just step on and toss em over and at people.... how fun is that for a last time practical joke.... i cling to that one.
i hope your week is good and fine.
talk to you soon
thea

things that are sickening to me....
1. the denegration of the fun show that i use to look forward to ... into the lets fight hour &1/2 (i can't do it)
2. noise
3. spiders
4. not knowing whats up with my own life
5. being told how i feel, if i feel, whether i feel, when and why or why not
6. having my feelings intentionally hurt on mic
7. no food
8. being fat
9. the current wild, and non stop resurgance of the blackest of arts
10. my landlord just installed a "heated towel rack" c'mon... please gimme a break.

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(above is an added blog from my cat layla - she simply had to get on the keyboard)

shhhhhh. i'm only telling you guys this but i've managed to sneak an extra day into my week. for you mere mortals this is "sunday" for me it is bonus day in may. through consistant disorganization and poor record keeping.. i've been gaining and losing time here and there but today was the big pay off... all the lost time has found itself and joined in to give me this extra day of the week - your "sunday". this is so awesome. i lie in bed totally unaware of time of my surroundings now i'm going to go to gails to look for flowers i wonder if they're even open on the bonus day of the week as they certainly can't know about it. also we've been invited to the webmasters house for dinner.... it's cute how they still think it's sunday... so that'll be fun. i'm off now to relish these extra added 24 hours. i'll talk to you all tommorrow morning. monday to you and me.