thursday a.k.a. friday fore me because i don't have to work at the liberry tomorrow! year 0

- i'm pooped sort of but i feel a second wind coming on.

- had to rush to get an oil change -this being the last day of november and i don't want to f.. up my warranty. its funny how being a woman you totally expect and have to accept that you are going to get taken on any auto repair or whatever... so i go to oil change place - giant banner outside saying "oil change special..oil change, tire rotation, brake inspection $19.95>> so why i gotta pay $40??????? oh "honey" you need a filter blahblahblah. whatever.. goodbye $40 it was nice not having you.

- i've been informed that i "have" to submit my bids for vacation days from january through april. shit i don't even know what i'm having for dinner tonight how do i know what day i might want off in april... it hasn't even snowed yet but i have to look into my crystal ball to spring. whatever. i'm not taking too many i want to stockpile time for summer! so we'll see.. i have way more sick time saved up so hell i'll just call in sick when i need to.

-has anyone eaten bugles lately? good shit.

- the weather is turning - bogus but i will look forward to potential snow days. but as it is right now my yard is so ugly.. all wet and brown and bare... and the squirrels have dug up any potted plant i have..ugly.

- i was at that funeral yesterday and a cousin had a photo of my mother and her sister circa 1970something.. no one could figure out where it was taken or what event it was so i said "lets ask my mom" SHE DIDN'T EVEN A.) KNOW IT WAS HER SISTER and B.) KNOW IT WAS HER in the picture.. she was like "who's this?" yikes!!! then she was talking about back in the day when my parents hosted the big ass christmas dinner and my father would dress up as santa and my mother is saying how the beard was made of fiberglass! good thinkin mom... too bad the wig wasn't asbestos. strange people.

- oh well i'm going to kill time and mull this vacation thing over.

i hope everyone has a great rest of the week and weekend.

god bless.

me

and thanks to TOC the other chuck for sending me the picture of the monkey tattoo but no thank you at the same time.

p.s. blogger has gone haywire.... my blogs were privatized i think briefly... don't know they've merged with some service... i'm hoping to rectify. i won't privatize... if i wanted it to be private i'd be calling you at all hours with issues. god bless

later today
* went to funeral.. made my way just fine...
* got to hang out briefly with cousin who has been out of touch
* reaffirming my total anti-viewing funeral ethic
* fun pictures and memories of family
* saw an actual "tumble weed" on the highway on the way home... a tumbleweed. awesome
* parents as source of annoyance
* blue oyster cult on the radio on the way home
* maj called tonite.... good to catch up ... planning the traditional b/w thanksgiving/x-mas dinner
* life........... its all just so funny... so funny and fucked up all at the same time. hysterical
if you can't let go and enjoy i'm figuring you're totally fucked. take it as it comes one slice of cake at a time. rock like there is no tomorrow. .. there may not be.
moi, the honkinator, bbfea, djcrazynickname... ect

wed. or is it friday sure feels like it. i wish i wish

today was relatively quiet thank god... made the day easier... not that yesterday was bad per say just annoying when the youth of today decide that they are going to make the rules. oh well over and done.

i've got an hour here till i have to get to the funeral - that'll be a gas and by that i mean a long drive, forced interaction with family, looking at a dead person... (i've expressed my ideas on the whole "viewing" thing... don't like it), then a long ride back home. oh well if it gets me one day closer to this week ending i'll take it.

- if i never here a song by supertramp again for the rest of my life... it will be far too soon. that includes covers, and or its use in commercials or soundtracks. no more.

-- i want to use my massage gift card soon- maybe this weekend... i recommend the dude at lakewood massotherapy and go for the deep tissue massage.... the man will crush your soul.. it hurts alot but in a really good and rewarding way.

- my boss at the liberry sent out a mass email regarding our new projects and in it she asks us to refer to the "spreadshit" attached..... --- no kiddin spreadshit.

--top chef is a rerun tonight i think... that sucks.

- tomorrow suckish as it will be to work 4:30-8 it is so much easier to take when you don't have to work friday or saturday... i'm almost gleeful about it. i wouldn't go that far exactly.

--- shit shit shit i have to get an oil change like TOMORROW!! very important to warranty crap crap crap.

- those who've experienced my driving/directional abilities should whisper a little prayer for me tonight around 6:00.... i know eastlake exists its just never had to be that concrete to me... ya know kinda like the milky way - its out there somewhere but don't ask me how to get there.

alrighty then i'm off

i don't particularly want any cake today. i would however like a bucket of chicken, donuts and beer. seriously sounds good yes?

later,

me

tues/wed. nov. something year 0
today
* tired
* bullshit
* shared complete paranoid misperseption of kindness email....
* giant project from boss... a.k.a. spin your wheels for nothing. and enjoy how many videos can you count that don't exist? love it.
* reschedule cats b.b. king test to........
* plan deathrace 2000 drive to eastlake for family funeral post work/work
* am i excused from 11:00 thursday service????????
* friday rush home to do cats rescheduled b.b.king treatment.
as for the weekend............ who the fuck knows.......... i work sunday that is all i know.
i wish i had some cake or a brownie or a moonpie..... whatever.
hope your week is better.
me

humbug

nov. 20somethin year 0

t.b.i.m. you hear what i'm screaming!

so it is monday post thanksgiving. how was your thanksgiving? mine really neither here nor there. o.k. would be the best response. the day before thanksgiving my cat jack had to get checked in to the hospital (again) so fortunately i had the anticipation of a pending call from the vet to come pick him up all during my time with family... oh i waited so anxiously so i could say "SEE YA" and go home/get him. he's fine now.. although they shaved him like a show poodle.. both shoulder blades, the front arm, neck and back leg. real degrading for him i fear.

then i went to see "for your consideration" wif ma'bro. and on sunday i opted for a day solo mio..... so i didn't pick up the phone with exception of the chosen few.. you know who you are...love you! any how my mother called and called and called and left many very innocuous messages saying "o.k. well if you get home by 9:00p.m. gimme a call" and every other call she hung up on the machine... so later when i finally decided to call back my bro answered the phone and i said "jesus christ what is with all the f..ing phone calls today did someone die or something" well ladies and gentleman the answer to that is YES. (oops) but could my mother not have left a message saying "please call back as soon as you get this..its important" or the vastly over looked "uncle johnny died please call me". ugghhhh. so i'll have a funeral to attend at some point this week. uncle johnny was a cool ass kicking dude. he shall be missed. ... and for sure on my personal montage of the dead during the oscars.

what else. back to work today .. quiet on both fronts which is good. let's keep it light (i'm not even asking for ultra light at this point) and get through the holidays... alright?

i am of course not in the mood for christmas plus most of the family we "celebrate" the holiday with will not be around ---- which is fine with me... i'm cool with it. then theres the bullshit obligatory gift exchanges.. .. i have to laugh here at the liberry 2 people suggested that to get better gifts we should up the limit to $50 - i said i was totally on board as soon as one of them cuts me a check for $50! what the hell are they thinking? true meaning of christmas - i think not.

oh well outside of that.......... i've got 40 minutes left of work today thank you g.

my schedule for the liberry through december is thoroughly f...ed up.. was my boss blindfolded while making it out? could be. not sure.. i'm tempted to not say anything and just take the excessive days off saying "it was on my schedule???"

oh well onward and outward.
i will wish you all the best in the upcoming tedious and trying holiday madness.

to go and get some cake is the best think i think you can do for yourself.