Tuesday, October 05, 2004

tuesday
today was nice. i accomplished things. i made funny notes at work. and i was presented at the p.m. job with "my own locker" - the manner in which it was presented makes me ill. my boss called me over along with the folks lower on the proverbial totem pole and said "you all gotta clean out that locker and take one of the small ones in the other room so THEA can have it..."
to which i replied.. "hey i'm cool with one of the new little ones.. i only bring my bag, some fruit and a diet coke every day... really thats cool.. keep the locker" and she said loudly "there is a heirarchey here and thats just the way it is". to that i say - fuck that shit. they are no better or worse then me and i am in turn no better or worse then them... as i feel about the world in general.. doctors, lawyers (forgive me chris & chuck), garbage men, funeral directors... there are various functions in the world.. we all fill one of them and hopefully to the best of our abilities... and that makes the world go around but don't you - outsider- assign anyone a lesser priority then me... ick. i hate it. i don't' need a locker.. i'm like a hobo - all i need is tied neatly in a polkadotted kerchif tied to a stick carried over ma'shoulder.
whatever.
hey wanna hear something i like - simply red- the band.... i really really do.. have for a long time but am listening to a newer cd and loving it. - am i gay.. should i jog in place? eh who cares.
i hope your week is swimming by as mine is - towards the
CAROLYN J. W. BIRFDAY CELEBRATION ON FRIDAY NIGHT! YESSSSS! SHE KICKS ASS.
later everyone,
i remain,
bbfea

Monday, October 04, 2004

monday
well the end of it anyway.
1st and foremost
HAPPY BIRFDAY TO CAROLYN (CAROLYN!!) W. MY DEAREST FRIEND!! I LOVE YOU AND WISH ALL GREAT THINGS X100 FOR YOU THIS YEAR!!!
so today the radio show didn't go on because i guess something did or did not blow up and things were or were not handled the way they could have been. sorry if you noticed!!!
so monday. ick.
i worked at the bar for the springsteen / rem show... ups of course to michael and kathleen listeners of show and the couple now known as simon and garfunkle as that is where i met them.. for stopping in and bearing witness to some truly humiliating behavior.... it really helps to have someone to go to and say "first jaegger bomb of the night". i don't know why it just does. i was there till 3:00 a.m. but made amazing $$. so hooray i guess. but not hooray for the sacrifice of my sanity and health. but those can rebound.
anyway. it is monday. i'm sure the first in a series of mondays in my book but i'll tell you what. .. i'll do my best to keep a postitive attitude and i'll hope you're doing the same.. we're like comrades against life. let's go to it!
i am
thea
@copper.net