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yeah its friday and i'm glad. a week over praise g.
i was flipping through the channels watching THE STING - great movie if you haven't seen it you stink. (robert shaw... amongst the old/dead celebs i'd f.) anyhow i was glad to watch it. there are subtley's in that movie i've shared with my oldest bro since like circa 1985... funny and great. then the omen was on, then rosemary's baby was on, then blow was on... i watched all of none of these but it was nice to know they were there. and and and tomorrow night OUT OF AFRICA is on .. i guess or i think this is referred to as a chick flick but it is such a great movie that i cannot wait to get home tomorrow, settle in, maybe make some popcorn and enjoy. there are lions.
today carolyn brought una to visit me at work. easily one of the GREATEST moments in my recent history. i love this kid and her existance, swear to god, is at times all that i can look at as something good. so weird..
also on the weird note i saw a 2 second commercial for cat stevens records and to be honest .. i'm a fan (pre hearing about harold and maude) and after seeing the commercial i was listening to cd's and was reminded of how much i love the song trouble:
depressing, sure but ... also he wrote a song called ruby love which i personally devoted to one of my deceased cats - ruby.
forgive me if liking cat stevens is gay. but big picture -- who cares.
i remain,
me and only me

thursday/friday
yeah i just wasted about 15 minutes blogging only to lose it. it was a creative masterpiece (easy to say when its lost) anyhow i don't feel like recreating it so heres some bullets. go.
* homeless guy who askes for frontal pictures of vaginas asks in an intrusive way for my personal assistance with computer affairs and upon referring him to my male counter part who was not busy i was told "no i don't want to talk to him, i want you, i prefer to spend my time with you" am i creeped out? yes. did i tell my boss? yes. do i have clearance to steer clear? yes.
* its thursday i'm glad the week is almost over - really glad its been a weird one.
* my friend suzanne is having a birfday this weekend. she kicks as and i hope its wonderful
* i will see the welk, and minebaby una tomorrow.. this has been my driving force for the week.
* i wonder what the sinner is doing.. i must call him.
* spencer was not out tonight.
* i have thoughts about my state of affairs...
* i wish i had more time
* the car, the car, the car. please god of korean mercedes let this car hold out till the end of zeptember
* i really enjoy the cottage cheese/chickpea combo.
* i must retire NOW.
----- onward to tomorrow
TGIF everybody... know that i'm wishing you well and i'm hopeing you are doing everything you've ever dreamed about.
rock more,
thea

wednesday,
if i've ever asked "what day is it?" i've never meant it as much as today.
i got to work at the liberry having not worked yesterday (due to motley crue) and when i came in everyone was like "gee we were really busy yesterday really could've used you here...." and i went into full panic thinking i forgot to work and just never showed up.. to the point of running in the back to check the schedule...oh oh o.k. yes i was off yesterday. jesus what is that.
anyhooo today was fairly disjointed due to outside korean mercedes related issues.
a. left the k. mercedes at repair place tuesday night
b. had to arrange to inconvenience myself and co-worker into picking me up (uuuhhhgggghhh sooo early)
c. heard from repair place that the wrong part was sent.
d. had to arrange to inconvenience different co-worker into driving me back to RR to retrieve car to go to job #2
e. must consider rescheduling a. - d. again to actually get it fixed.
f. total looming repair bill somewhere in the $250 range. shit.
g. work at the 'berry was hectic and i never had a chance to think outside of doing reference work.
h. tv sucks - cavs won though - thanks for salvageing tv
i. i intended to go to bed at 9:00 tonight.. and its 11:51 - great.
j. coffee creamer
k. spencer resurfaced - thank g.
l. gotta go to bed.
nice that i should sign off at l. cuz i LOVE you!!! of course. and despite my immediate self involvement hope that you are all doing well and doing everything that makes you happy...
off to sleep.
me
ps: i had an awful car crash dream last night in which i felt my hip and or leg break.... unpleasant. where are the dreams about canoes and kissing cows and ladders and gardens and secret attics that you can get to from the closet, and wooded paths that you think you may have been in before, and rooms with enormous staircases, etc, ect, etc, etc,,,,,,,,,,,

tuesday.
today sucked the almighty ass. really. long stupid.boring. motley crue crew.. sucked (as if i didn't foreseee that) zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the whole day was an enormous waste of my day.
leeets see.
wed. nothing pray car gets fixed in less then 5 hours (of course that is 5 hrs. of labor at 60+ $ an hour.. fuck that shit.. just glue the speedometer needle at about 43 and i'd be fine for the next 8 months.)
thursday. who cares
friday. nothing. baby una will visit me at work at lunch time.. i'm sooo happy.
saturday. library. nothing.
sunday - sweet jesus - a coma please... leave me for dead.
alrighty,,
me

monday,
geeez what a monstrous waste of my whole fucking day... "staff development" my ass. after lecture #1- customer service wherein we were taught "if a patron seems upset its best to be nice.." NO SHIT. that should indicate the rest of the day's events.. gag puke puke. there were times when i passed notes to my commrades stating that i wished i were dead.. and swear to god at that moment i did. son of a bitch.
i also had the odd introduction of the "cool cliques" of the cpl. of which i am not a member and those who are (except one really nice girl) acted like i was the nerdy freshman idiot from "the branch libraries" and couldn't give me the time of day let alone laugh at my (truly) hilariously funny jabs at the event. not that they took it seriously it was just that i was an idiot to them. oh well you live right?
* i do feel severely ripped off this was supposed to be on of my few TOTAL DAY'S OFF and i had to deal with that heap of shit from 8:00-4:00. you know its bad when literally the first words out of your mouth upon waking are "this is such bullshit!"
lets see.
the day is over and i'm on to the week ahead.
i must bartend for the motley crue show tomorrow night .. i will call mine boss tomorrow and put in my bid to leave EARLY. i imagine alot of old burners, and fat ladies in leather bra tops. they're called "BELLY SHIRTS" ladies not GUT SHIRTS. take care to look twice in the mirror before leaving the house but at the same time... i love a heavy set lady who loves he'sef enough to leave the house like that saying "man i look good." i should have that confidence one night a year in my life... that would be nice.
oh well.. the electric blanket is a callin
g'night
me

sunday
its snowing, my hands are cold... i guess to turn up the heat might help.
so the weekend is gone... ugh.
friday - worked, did stuff
saturday a.m. funeral mass.. gee it was nice to have 77 closed when i needed it - i only wish i could've gotten to loop around to downtown/woodland a coupla more times in my confusion. at one point it was 9:20 and i was on my second loop around and had to be in gates mills by 10:00 at the latest... good thing i have no speedometer... cuz i'll be damned if i didn't make it (even with driving a coupla miles past the (unmarked) church) with a little time to spare!! for all i know i was going 105 miles an hour. hooray.
today i went to lunch with ma'bro. that was good although i do hate eating - i did have a glass of sangria though and that helped.
so onward to tomorrows bullshit day long "staff development" jive event.
but it doesn't do any good to lament about the stupid thing.. i must committ to being developed.
oh well i'm going to go put the heat on and enjoy some quiet time here.
love,
me
today i was feeding the blue jays peanuts... they were havin a ball!