hi all it's saturday...not friday as i keep thinking.
went shopping yesterday and accomplished very little. but i had a good time.
today i have a few minor things to acheive so i will be out the door in a few minutes. i was supposed to go to the rock show tonight but i simply am not feeling it. as of late i am having pain related to my up coming surgery and for a long while have had a general over all discomfort and thusly i don't really feel much like partying if this ='s LAMENESS as klaus kinski said in crawlspace "so be it". anyhow i'm off to do a bit of bullshit today - i need to get my glasses straightened out, look into some holiday cards, hit the grocery store before my parents fill my fridge with bullshit that i will only be throwing away once they've left. speaking of parents, my thanksgiving was full of revelations about family, i don't care for it.... family that is... i am one of those people who don't believe that just because you are family that immediately makes for close relationships... i read in a book some time ago that familys are put together as if god went through the phone book and randomly pulled out names and stuck the group together as a family... and naturally there are people with whom you'll get along but many you won't. and that is my family. acquaintences at best and thats fine if only my parents didn't want to pretend we had this t.v. family that hugs and shares things... never happened never will. oh well i have my faux family of the sinner and carolyn, dan, maj and the children etc.... and that is quite honestly enough. oh well.
i am having surgery on tuesday and i'm looking forward to it alot. i shant bore anyone about it any more i have taken a vow of silence in regard to it as i think i'm sickening people about it so i shall call it quits until its over.
i'm bummed because i had chosen Phenom Phen's pad thai as my last meal of choice on monday and just realized that they are closed on monday - why does jah hate me so. oh well i gotta get a move on todays events.
later gators,
thea
went shopping yesterday and accomplished very little. but i had a good time.
today i have a few minor things to acheive so i will be out the door in a few minutes. i was supposed to go to the rock show tonight but i simply am not feeling it. as of late i am having pain related to my up coming surgery and for a long while have had a general over all discomfort and thusly i don't really feel much like partying if this ='s LAMENESS as klaus kinski said in crawlspace "so be it". anyhow i'm off to do a bit of bullshit today - i need to get my glasses straightened out, look into some holiday cards, hit the grocery store before my parents fill my fridge with bullshit that i will only be throwing away once they've left. speaking of parents, my thanksgiving was full of revelations about family, i don't care for it.... family that is... i am one of those people who don't believe that just because you are family that immediately makes for close relationships... i read in a book some time ago that familys are put together as if god went through the phone book and randomly pulled out names and stuck the group together as a family... and naturally there are people with whom you'll get along but many you won't. and that is my family. acquaintences at best and thats fine if only my parents didn't want to pretend we had this t.v. family that hugs and shares things... never happened never will. oh well i have my faux family of the sinner and carolyn, dan, maj and the children etc.... and that is quite honestly enough. oh well.
i am having surgery on tuesday and i'm looking forward to it alot. i shant bore anyone about it any more i have taken a vow of silence in regard to it as i think i'm sickening people about it so i shall call it quits until its over.
i'm bummed because i had chosen Phenom Phen's pad thai as my last meal of choice on monday and just realized that they are closed on monday - why does jah hate me so. oh well i gotta get a move on todays events.
later gators,
thea
