thursday
today, swear to god, on my way home i saw a lady crossing the street with one of those giant checks .. you know the ones people are presented with on t.v. or whatever. it was a sort of write on wipe off thing.. why didn't i think of that.. i just assumed you got to keep the giant check as a souvenire. whatever.
i hung out with the welk briefly.
oh well. i'm going to bed here in the sweat lodge.
please let friday go well and fast.
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wednesday.
hi
it's been a while but i haven't been in a blogging mood. like i said in my last blog i've been in a mood lately. you know what i mean those days where out of the blue it's pointed out to you that - oh yea people do walk around functioning in the world with their heads firmly placed up their ass. duh. anyhow today work was long and full of things to do and things to deal with and to cap it off the DREADED WEEKLY STAFF MEETING.. sooo tiring. no wonder when my friend michelle called at 6:00 and said "feel like meeting for a drink" i was all over it. i will again give biggest ups to michelle, for being one of my friends who for whatever odd reason probably gets me at my most honest... i think. theres just never been any sort of agenda between us and we bonded tightly over the misery of the bar we worked in - but its strange that we can meet at a bar and jump into the most heavy of topics and its very natural for us... i love that.
last night i got to go see the cavs make it happen. biggesssst ups to the dumper - dumpy for excellent free seats. we were in the first row after the folding chairs on the floor under the basket.. when the owner asked where my seats were i said "on television". anyhow i am a cavs fan of convenience. of course i bow to all the people who were there when it was afros and shorty shorts... but that doesn't mean i'm an idiot for wanting to go. it fills time during my shift .. and i got to go with flashdavid and captain finger bang and had a totally hysterical time and the good time i had has made me do alot of thinking today about life and and what i value... sounds queer but its good stuff i just don't feel like typing it out... ask me another time. anyhow at the game we got to see dumpy sitting in his prized seats... (seats that are free to him and have been free to people i work with...) i would like these seats to take my dad to a game as it was my father who took us for years to the richfield coliseum for cavs back in the day... THESE SEATS ARE THE $165 ONES IN THE FOLDING CHAIRS ON THE FLOOR.. how does dumpy have them i don't know... can i get them for free..i don't know - but i'll keep you posted.. it would be a nice x-mas gift for the man who wants nothing...flamin raymond.
oh well
g'night
fea

sunday
hi
went to the movies with carolyn at 2:20 today.. and when we left the theater it seemed like it was 10:30 p.m. weird theater time warp effect.. i guess its the darkness.
we saw LOVE ACUTALLY, a chick flick for sure but o.k. i guess if you believe in love and worse yet tied in with christmas.
hey hold it.. freakin hall and oates is on the American Music Awards they are presenting the award for Pop Rock Album. HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
um..lets see worked saturday for cavs game got to leave early will be stayin on tuesday for the clippers game - dumpy said he will get me a coupla tickets... big ups to dumpy or big dumps! that 'll be nice and make work much better.
other then that not much here... i'm in a black mood (not as in jivey)
i am nauseated by the false onion rings of humanity. as a whole i think everyone is totally full of their own bullshit and sadly/but hysterically buy into it.
thea