1 slice of pumpernickle toast. it's a good thing to have.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS! I HOPE IT IS A YEAR FULL OF MONTE CRISTO SANDWICHES MADE WITH JUST ENOUGH LARD, CHEESE AND MEAT.

hi it's wednesday.
i'm having a little bit of pain. i think because i broke one of the cardinal rules of post op recouperation. i drove myself to the grocery store for some fruit. i NEED THE DAMNED FRUIT I LOVE FRUIT. i was gonna ask the welk but she never called and i didn't want to call her at home because i wager she would have been too tired. and chris volunteered his darling wife to come out but that seems like a long drive for some oranges. so i waited. i had a visitor who asked if she could get me anything but she was on her way to begin christmas shopping with her mom out in elyria... so i didn't want to ask her. so i waited. then it was 8:00 p.m. and i NEEDED the damned oranges I MUST HAVE MY EVENING ORANGES. it's not the driving that hurt so much as carrying the basket of fruit and canned goods around and to the check out. so for those of you tempted to blow off your doctors recommendation to > not drive anywhere it think this may be the situation they're trying to have you avoid. so be advised.
*****but they sure were good oranges.
GOD BLESS
thea

sunday
my mother went home today and i am now HOME ALONE - i'm smacking my face and yelling like that macaully macculkin makid. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyhoo today i will salute assholes.
my mom was telling me stories about friends and family who were indignant that i did not call them from my hospital bed and actually exclaimed "well i'm not calling her then". in reply to that i would say "good - don't. maybe that sort of attitude is why you weren't first on the list to be called". or maybe it was that i was fucking disected and high on drugs and wanted to sleep and i called whomever i felt like at that moment. and more then that how about i don't ever have to justify who i call when or whatever. it's not a contest. it's like the family member who doesnt' find out first about a death in the family and THAT is what they're upset about. man fuck that shit - if anyone out there has ever caught themselves uttering such filthy nonsense BE ASHAMED OF THE KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE - ! VERY ASHAMED.
other then all that i had a pretty dull day, napped, took pills walked around a little. i plan to walk more tomorrow as i need to commence regaining a shape - i shant be weight lifting but i gotta get a move on.
ups to everyone and you'll hear from me tomorrow.
later all
thea