friday.
baby fea in BLACKOUT 2003 (insert fantastical news music).
o.k. so we had a black out, and man it was black out. i felt so powerless. (these are just a few of the jokes the outage gave me time to come up with). i thought it was kind of fun. a few more hours and it would have gone over the edge of fun to annoyance and then into hassle. but as it was...
1. the outage immediately cut into my viewing my taped version of my soap operas... what was stephan going to say? i'll never know. (all tragedies hit right in the middle of my soaps- that is bullshit)
2. i thought i forgot to pay my electric bill
3. upon consulting with the dudes behind me i got the story
(i contemplated prank calling a friend who works at Cleveland Energy resources and blaming him)
4. i sat on the porch (after i checked in with the parents) and worked on the blanket i'm crocheting
5. CAROLYN CALLED WITH AN EMERGENCY - THERE WAS BEER IN HER FRIDGE GETTING WARM.... i had to leave without haste... zing...
6. i sat outside with carolyn and sam they cooked out we drank into the darkness.. i took a coupla beers for at home
7. i pulled in to see my landlord/hero on his porch so we drank the beers and chatted and looked at how dark it was
8. went inside, listened to the radio with a battery for a while in candle light
9. i went to sleep
this morning power, no power, power, no power.... PPPPPOOOOOOWWWAAA!
then i went to carolyns to watch her tape of the aforementioned missed soap... and in case you were wondering stephan is plotting still to manipulate his nephew and maybe even kill emily. then we took the dog to the beach then went on a drive - i just watered my flowers (just only a tiny tiny bit) and did some spider fighting and that brings me upstairs here with you all.
i will hope that you've all come out of BLACKOUT 2003 a.o.k. and everything is back to normal for you .
goodnight and godbless,
baby fea

wednesday.
hi
i'm sick. i think.. i have like chest congestion or something that's making me cough kind of alot... but other then that i feel great...this leads me to believe i'm dying. because a cold is a cold and the flu is the flu and this must be impending death... isn't that how it happens - a sudden inexplicable cough... boom boom boom cancer and out you go. i've planned my death many times actually my funeral to be exact, so i'm not gonna sweat it..i should i guess invest in one of those forms like my mom got from church - i think its kind of a fill in the blanks type deal about the service etc... i don't own much but i think a will might be fun to write. oh well enough about my dying.
what are you all up to? i read chris' blog, i feel bad. work can and does suck and i can totally sympathize, i just hate to hear that the j.o.b. is kicking him in the balls so.
today i let gene simmons outside... "who let the dog out????" "me me me me me"
i went for a walk, i had some lavish fruit. i'm known at the bar for bringing along the BAG O' FRUIT.. i must say i'm in heaven right now because the peaches are so fucking good. my corn is good to but it has been RETARDEDLY sweet... too sweet, over the top sweet... but i'm hanging in there - i'd say give or take 4 or 5 days i've eaten at least 1 ear of corn a day since the end of june!!! routine is fun, routine is our friend. tomorrow is thursday, i'd like to go to the gymnasium, go to the pool, have a nice meal including corn on the cob, tuna fish, cucumbers and tomatos and fruit for dessert.... i got it all mapped out - DON'T FORGET THE COFFEE.
oh well, must take my water and myself to bed.
aloha,
fea
AND DON'T YOU FORGET THE COFFEE

tuesday
hi happy tuesday.
today was a good day... i got up... went spoke to a work chum on the phone.. went to the pool.. ran a coupla errands... spoke to the welk... went with her over the V's briefly.... came home watched some t.v. and now i'm getting watered up to go to bed. hooray.
i rented the movie THE HOURS yesterday. i didn't want to like it due to the super-hype and all but i really did, it was pretty amazing. i've been looking for the movie 25th HOUR (a spike lee film) it came out in theaters last year .. and i was just told that INDEED it has been out on video for a while but hollywood video does'nt carry it? why i wonder? is it black related? is it spike lee related? hmmmmmm. my house smells like it's burning down again but my landlord cleared it up for me because the past 2 time its happened i ran outside in my underthings in the middle of the night to see if the roof the roof the roof was on fire.... and i unplugged everything in the house... it turns out to be CRAVINGS coffee shop roasting coffee, and as i work above a phoenix coffee shop i should have recognized the familiar annoying, burning toast smell of coffee beans. oh well.
good night everybody.
thea