friday,
happy christmas eve everyone!
thank you g. for snow storms that close the liberry and thank you for black ice or at least news channels that can't stop talking about it... that got me out of one holiday evening... so big ups and shout outs to G. on his day!
other then that not much is happening. i went over the sinners yesterday for some pre holiday cheer. i helped sam shovel the driveway and due to the heaviness of the snow i was employing some odd shoveling styles that as of this a.m. left perfect knuckle shaped bruises on my thigh. i was shoving the handle with my leg...duh. and of course my jeans were covered in blood spots because i scraped my hand whilst shoveling and didn't notice till i got inside... what a holiday mess i was but it was a lovely night.. we had chinese food (go ahead and ask why i like chinese restaurants) and i got to shower my favorite people with gifts and love. i got una some fun stuff all this beeping and booping and singing electronic learning stuff and she chose to mostly play with the tiny merocca (how do you spell that?). anyhow cute as can be.
so today i'm cleaning mine house as my parents will be dropping by tomorrow afternoon.
so today is a good day.
i will be thinking of you all tomorrow and hoping all your christmas wishes come true!
take care, watch out for black ice and be safe,
thea

wednesday,
well today is over. i worked at the 'berry all day ... i thought it was going to be mind numbingly boring but it was actually pretty busy and time went by pretty quickly. which is what we all pray for in a death. anyhow whilst work wasn't so bad ...i must say my nerves are shot... and if i had a nickle for every time i wanted to scream "jesus christ... leave me the hell alone" i wouldn't have to work for a while. not so much the patrons but just well meaning co-workers... not their fault it was me i was simply not in the mood and WISH TO BE LEFT ALONE for fuck sake.. there is a girl with whom i work.. and i know she likes me and we get on fairly well ... as well as one can get on with a totally bi-polar... psycho.. but today she was on me like friggin glue... i had to ask her peers to get her away from me before i said something mean. i am in desperate need of SOLITUDE. ugggg it was awful it was like having a parrot that liked to sit on your shoulder and recite nonsense....
BUT alas it is finished.
manana i work an abbreviated schedule and will have time with UNA.
other then that its all bullshit family obligations that will drive me to the brink of insanity for the next coupla days so pray for me and i'll pray for you. and i'll see you on the other side of christmas.
love love love,
me

tuesday,
alrighty then school is over for me which is nice. we had a nice staff party this afternoon... but it was weird because usually i can drink aw, c'mon lets face it i'm a professional. anyhow i had some beers and they kicked me in the ass... i got home and fell directly asleep on the couch for like 4 hours... i think i just go along working and working and working and not acknowledging that i may be exhausted and then all at once it rears its head and suddenly its like you're hit by a truck. i feel great now though.
manana, i work all day then have stuff to do in the evening.... my parents keep calling they want to stop over but seriously -i'm only there in brief intervals. thursday also jam packed day and night. then of course we're broaching THE HOLIDAYS. sweet g. give me strength and the will to live. my family does christmas eve and day - i'm thinking at this late stage in the game we should whittle it down to one... its a little over kill.
anyhow what are you all doing? i was thinking of starting a bar oriented support group for pre-holiday family stuff... right? we all meet at where ever say 3:00 with the earliest person having to leave at 4:00 for their family get together... so we sit we have a couple beers and we kind of boost each other up about getting through it.. maybe share some helpful pointers and benign conversation topics and then see each other off. think about it ... i'll be there.
anyhow i'm off to bed.
i'll be thinking of you all this week and hoping that all is well in your world.
thea
i hate yellow.

sunday/monday
whhhewww thank god we're into monday.
pray for a snow day won't you.
anyhoo my weekend was really something.
some events sooo racially charged i cannot discuss them. seriously.
other then that some panicky shopping done today..
also i watched the movie 25th hour - it is a spike lee joint. it was good i guess if you mean good at killing time in mine house in an alleged blizzard. no really it was o.k.
so here i am ... trying to figure out some stuff....................
huh.
later,
me