P.S.
big orange visited my house tonight.

friday!!! i'm still a bit sick. who cares.
here are my thoughts from today:
- had a dream about the "circle of life" with regards to my/p.b.'s snake
-enjoyed the company of dear friends
- made a mental allusion about myself as a piece of paper.
- tired
- is it summer yet?
- i loathe and detest most people..
- my new consistant response will be "fuck you"
- saw a lady talk about ghosts.... i wonder if dollrina will come visit me from beyond.
- saw kittens maybe to adopt one... to be called
pixxie
chick
jamiefromboulder
sam
magic
you tell me which to vote for.
i'm off to bed... sleepppp my dearest friend.
later kids,
thea

hi it's tuesday night. i'm still sick. how awful.
there is literally nothing else going on. i'm tired... i do not have to be at work but the candy ass side of me is going in repeatedly (no airconditioning in the building literally 97 degrees today) to help out and finish up stuff... i'm not getting any extra money for it.. in past months the nice thea would say, "hey that's what we do here ... chip in and help out..." but now it's hot and miserable and the dickish side of me is saying "where is the fucking compensation for covering a job that IS NOT MINE for the last 6 months?" "show me the money!!" oh well the system sucks, i hate it, there is no use trying to fight it.
let's see, the godfather was on tv tonight... thats good.
oh well i'm going to go cough myself to sleep.... hack hack hack.
later,
thea

hi, it's monday, the show went well i think biggest ups to jamie and whomever.
today at work sucked... too hot and i'm a bit too sick.
tried to call friends no one is at home.
spoke briefly to carolyn.. (... carolyn) she was evidentally pissed that i said she and picks were not pleasant to me on the phone.. as much as i'd like to take it back... i can't they were mean. sorry.
my biggest concern today is this:
do cats ever think "uh oh". i just wonder if they have that capacity.
i have to work tomorrow. ick. no way.
i'm trying to hang positive... but it is virtually impossible.
rock on folks,
ups to whomever and jamie for the appearance,
thea