friday - happy valentines day.
work pissed all over my valentines day. not that i had big plans but work did put a damper on the day.
i came home to find that my nearest and dearest friend had broken into my house and left dinner for me and some tulips. that is so wonderful she and her husband are 2 special people with 1 glorious love. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO THE WELK AND THE SINNER - i also spoke to maj wife of the webmaster flying V. they were having a sexy chinese dinner (i shant retell the "ya know why i like chinese restaurants?" joke here) BIG UPS AND HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO THOSE GUYS. spoke to chris whose fine fine lady had to work but HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO CHRIS AND LAURIE KEEPIN IT REAL . and i relentlessly flipped through the channels searching for some valentines hitler programming with no luck... the closest i've found is platoon which is on about now... for in bed viewing. over all i had an o.k. holiday.
lastly i will wish my personal valentines - jack(jackie chan, tiny tiger), franny, nova(black magic nova) and layla a wonderful valentines day but with them in the house every single day of my life is a day filled with love, hearts, flowers, rainbows and candy kisses.
(someone please call dr. minnie i need pills)
1 in 4 people with my mental illness kills themself (i just saw this on tv). i'd like to get 3 more of us in a room and check out the competition. yessssssssssssssssss.
later all enjoy your weekend (extended if your work place doesn't hate presidents)
thea
ps: i've got my water.

thursday.
i wasn't feeling over terrorized today.
mostly i was bored at work.
i did some mini personal art projects and decided i may have a future as an avant gard artiste'. yep.
i also asked a dear friend if she and her beloved were planning on making sweet love for valentines day - and she said yes and i attempted to make her vow to name any child concieved on friday - valentine. that would be cute. i once knew and had much affection for a german shepard that lived next door to my grandparents in ashtabula - his name was Clem. and i promise here and now if i get another male cat (not likely with jack my baby tiger around) i will name him clem. or jamie from boulder or gene hackman. it's up there though.
oh well i'm tired.
i'm going to bed.
i have a water.
good night.
amen,
thea

wednesday
hi. its freezing cold.. if it's 16 outside it's 20 inside. i've got a water.
the news is rife with "code orange" terrorism threats and tips in the event that something happens... i don't care for this talk at all... it is making me nervous... and i know this sounds dumb but if i die from inhaling some crap what will happen to my cats? who will come take care of them if they are still alive? but maybe this is exactly the type of psychological torture those sons of bitches are trying to spread! fuckers! i hate terror. unless it involves fright wigs and stick of some sort but not this kind....the news is telling me to buy peanut butter and duct tape to ward it off. (sounds like a fun date though?) oh well. i'm going to go watch the west wing and rest so that i can be terrorized some more tomorrow.
but i have a water. and that gives me peace.
later,
thea