hi its saturday
i worked yesterday .... friday i believe like i was in a fog, in a haze, on mars, on venus... too tired to register any formal memories of the day.
other then that things are great... .
oh well
today was beautiful. i helped my landlord repair his vintage mercedes.. hows about that sucka's... yea i had to help him lift off the lid. yeahhhh.
so that is that.
but whatever it's supposed to be warm tomorrow so hooray.
love,
me.
i went to see my friends new baby today.. 4 weeks early.. she weighs like 4 lbs. something and her head is like the size of a tennis ball... scary .. cute but waaaaaaaaaaaaay tooo tiny. she'll be fine though.

this is a thursday a.m. follow up.
yea i got up this morning to find that the blue jays and a squirrel and maybe a mountain lion totally came onto the compound last night and decided to WRECK SHIT. new bird feeder - knocked over, old birdfeeder - smashed on the ground...bag'o seeds.. f..'ed with. man what a bunch of savages. i hope they'll keep it more real hence forth.
nice day huh?

hello,
wednesday.
swear to god.. is this MY life? it can't be. i am amazed and filled with retarded happiness. the kind that makes you smile at nothing while you pack bags at a job that's probably paying you .18 cents an hour. THAT'S HAPPY !!!!
top 3 of today:
1. formed relationship with patron at new job - who now seeks me out for help and advice.. she's a good person and i hope i am helping her.
2. a turkey sandwich shared with the cats..
3. a phone call at 10:00 while i'm drinking a beer and watching "The Killing Fields"
my cat layla is laying on a pink flowered blanket right now and this picture is worth so much to me. also i stopped by to see Una this evening... love her and her crap filled diapers (to be pronounced like the abc voice between soap operas "this show is brought to you by huggies DIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAPERS.)
IMPORTANT MESSAGE:
have a great day!
me

tuesday,
hey all.
today was such a nonday it could have been called monday.5 or prewednesday. but whatever... this is what we do as humans we go through days and days and days until they become months and years and death. WHILE THAT SOUNDS DEPRESSING...i'm not at all... its just that some days do slip under the radar in the grand scheme of things...and i suppose that is fine because of the saturdayx2's or the fridayplus' we've all had!!
anyhow..not much new, but i did have a pear today that almost made me pull the car over to enjoy. yeah it was that good.
o.k. maybe a new segment: THREE GOOD THINGS ABOUT TODAY:
1. the pear
2. talking to maj
3. celebrating new people's birthdays
alrighty then, that said i'm off to bed...
i remain a friend for future decades,
thea
" People have said, "Don't cry" to other people for years and years, and all it has ever meant is, "i'm too uncomfortable when you show your feelings. Don't cry." i'd rather have them say, "Go ahead and cry, I'm here to be with you." -- Mister Rogers
i've actually used this - this past week when it was an instinct for me to say "don't cry" - was it weird? yes. did i mean it? yes. will i continue replace "don't cry" with this? .. indeed.