saturday.
i'm getting sicker by the hour. it's working with those filthy sick animals all day without enough air circulating through the barn. ick.
i went to a former students art show tonight. boy is she talented. i'm terribly jealous. plus she has such a cool apartment. i'm very proud of her.
other then that not much going on today. went to family dinner with carolyn and the sinner. love em.
and now i'm home, taking medicine and going to bed - with a large water.
tomorrow,
thea

thursday.
i'm longing to be in bed.
dv and chris came over for the web meeting. it was webtastic, web-a-rific, although i understood NONE of what was taught to me. i suck... i'm not web-tastic at all. but i think it was good, chris has good ideas / funny ideas that are going to make the site better as a presentable assholier than thou product for the people, chris and dan are like the thinking part of the web team and i'm like the flying olive person.
dan is great too. they are dear dear men.
today at work i laughed soo hard with a co-worker that i though i might pee - swear to god it was so over the top in appropriate and stupid but at the same time it was like tears down your face laughter. i love the people i work with for those exact moments and moments when i get to say with dead-pan delivery that the name sake of the school is dead, to people who are ignorant and call wanting to speak to her - like i would call say panini's restaurant and yell into the phone "can i talk to mr. panini please he is my friend". this is what i get ALL DAY LONG. work is weird and sometimes enjoyable but i think i could do without it.
i'll hope you are having a fun day and will enjoy the weekend.
god rest ye merry gentleman.
fea
"i can handle things.... i'm smart.. not like everyone says... like dumb.. i'm smart." -- fredo corleone

hi happy ash wednesday.
today for lent i gave up giving a shit about anything. personal and professional. i will not abandon what i have to do but as a side note i will not give a shit. fun and liberating.
there it is... i actually used this one in high school and you can only imagine how well my "I GIVE UP CARING" note went over on the yearly "my lenten promise" board at school.
whatever.
lent is a good house cleaning time. i think G. knew that. he said if you are unhappy, unsatisfied, stuck in a rut ..... lighten the load now and free up your soul and i must say
AMEN G. YOU ARE THE MAN NOW DOG. HAPPY LENT.
baby fea

tuesday.
it is FAT tuesday and ironically enough i feel plenty fat.
i'm upstairs watching the cats fight.
today was a day no biggie sort of a flat line.
i'm praying for a snow day tomorrow as we are expecting some sort of avalanche of massive snow storm but it is proficiency test time in the cleveland schools so there's no way in hell they'd cancel. we'll see.
i'm kind of tired today - i didn't take my monday nap yesterday so maybe i'll take my monday nap on tuesday and call the whole thing even.
in fact i'll do that now.
talk to you all soon.
thea
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