friday
hi
its 11:51 and jay leno has jim caviesal (spelling?) a.k.a jesus of the mel gibson movie on tonight.... so what's he got to say as an average dude... hmmmm.
i would like to take a moment to acknowledge that the ASSHOLIER THAN THOU good time monday morning happy friends show has been giving BIG UPS TO G. for a long time and shant be lumped into bandwagon jumpers due to this film and the g. resurgance. so there you are.
i have things to talk about.. but don't wish to... .
let's see this weekend...not much going on... glad of it.. i'll spend time with michelle i hope .. above and beyond that .. who cares.
i was proclaiming to people at work that i'd love to spend the weekend in mine pajamas eating pizza and drinking.... and going in and out of bed.. then i saw a fox8 news report about the morbidly obese (800 - 1000 lbs.) and thought better of it.
yea .. today i really proved ma'self to be a fucking machine at work by completing a project in 2.5 days that had an estimated completion date of May... hey ya!!!!! sadly this accomplishment.. accompanied by a handful of exceptional ideas (as said by higher ups) will result in nothing... i'm still back tracking my merit raise circa 2002 that the main office forgot to give me - it's been 6 weeks since i called on this.. but i guess theres a kink in the chain of command... hello assholes... can i get my $$$$
oh well
g'night
fea

thursday
i only realized it was thursday after lunch today. my how time flies when you are totally embedded in a tedious work project and you're intentionally working to isolate yourself from others. hmmm.
so i watched the movie Little Otik today.. weird weird weird... heres the synopsis.. its a foreign film that ties an actual story to a czheckslovakian fairy tale type story. the real part is the story of a couple where the wife is consumed with the idea of having a baby... totally devestated to find out they are both sterile... they buy a country house and while the husband is outside digging up tree roots he salvages a chunk of roots that once clipped looked a little like a baby... he brings it in and the wife goes nuts and begins acting like its their son... she fakes a pregnancy and eventually brings this root thing home - the root thing is animated at times in a bizzzarro way with disturbing tongue and teeth...and it keeps eating and eating... it eats the cat, and the mailman, a social worker and keeps going... there is a nosey little girl next door who is watching the goings on and begins reading a story book about a little tree root kid gone wild that parallel to the story is eating everyone.. as the root thing kid gets bigger the parents banish it to a crate in the basement where the little girl finds it and takes care of it... eventually it eats its dad and in a typical artsy weird film way there is an un-ending where the neighbor lady is going down to kill it with a garden hoe because it ate all of her cabbage plants.
there... having explained it i feel like a lunatic. it wasn't bad - it was just really weird. also with the root-kid thing eating everything and everybody there is a very heavy eating theme that is sickening at times... watching close ups of the little girl sucking up egg yolks off her plate... ick.
so other then that... what? nottin.
see ya tomorrow please let this be martini's at viva barcelona day
bye
thea

wednesday
what a divinely busy day at work. the work itself.. tedious but nice and time consuming.. i'm trying to budget the time i spend on it so it won't end too fast.. sick huh?
my neighbor/hero/landlord lent me a movie but i didn't watch it.. i got side tracked by the PBS judy garland retrospective, they skipped alot but it was great anyway. the movie he left with me is a chekoslovakian movie called LITTLE ODIK, if anyone out there has seen it .. let me know.. i'll watch it tomorrow and discuss- looks very very strange.
todays staff meeting was rather raucaus (is that how you spell it?) and irksome... my advice to all of humanity "take it the fuck down a notch if possible" really trust me it'll spare you and those around you an ulcer. geeeeeez. remember that book "don't sweat the small stuff.. it's all small stuff" i agree but i might have change the title "quit being a crybaby before you drop dead of a heart attack over something so stupid you'll be ashamed for all eternity in the afterlife".
that said i must fill my water bottle and go to sleep.
me

tuesday 1059
i was just singing along to chris' blog... fat fat fat fat fat. fat fat. fat fat..... love it.
today in honor of fat tuesday i ate 2 hershey's dark chocolate minitures. hey ya!!
i thought of a great marketing idea for frito corn chips.... if you've seen braveheart (at least once) you'll remember the final scene... on the table being gutted publicly.. william wallace with his last dying breath exclaims.... "FREEEEEDDOOOOOMMMM" (sorry if i ruined the ending)... anyhow you must see where this is going.... FRITO commercial re-shoot... same setting same film... they just cut in mel gibson yelling "FRIIIIIITTTTTOOOOS" and then dying a bloody horrific death. (hey ya).. are ya with me here. this is on the list with thox, the allman brothers m&m commercial and the sleepy teepee.
today i was busy at work. and my boss approached me at the end of the day.. a little nervous... a little afraid.... a little aprehensive about asking me about a new project and i think i shocked him because as he hemmed and hawwwed about it - i was like "yea not a problem... it'll be easy - i'll get it finished tomorrow". he was dumbfounded but i had to re-explain: a.) i love a time consuming project b.) if i can fit that time consuming project into an access database.. forget it! i'm in heaven. so there you go. heyyy ya
tonight: mtv's real world.. i watched it and (maybe it's the alzheimers) but there was no story... booob girl smacked lunk-head...punk rock girl is a mess about boys... hillbillie girl is young and naive...and jaquese and the oriental girl are fairly stable and normal..god bless 'em.
i called carolyn tonight and much to my delight she and sam were watching the movie "midnight run" amongst my faves... although to watch it on tv is wasteful... the vast amount of f. words being changed to "funster, freekin, farming...." would ruin the great fun of the movie. my favorite line robert deniro says "i got 2 words for you... shut the fuck up".
alrighty i feel as though i'm forgetting something......
i mentioned that i will be purchasing the movie LOVE LIZA ..its weird that this movie has stuck with me so much... hmmmmmmmm.
oh well. on ward.
thea
ps: anyone have any thoughts on that band the yeah yeah yeah's? only see the tiny clips on mtv which are often misleading.. let me know.
ps: heres an odd one.. the other day at work.. at the bar one of the boys and i had a graphically frank sexual discussion (yes me)... he wanted my opinions and ideas.... and we spoke unembarrassed and seriously. this is why i love it there... my relationship with those guys is very real... they know me and accept me exactly for who i am and don't care about any extranious horse shit.. nobody has an agenda and we've worked together for years through alot of crap.. (ie: free ashtray nights, and buy a side of fries get a garbage bag free specials). i don't know... it's just strange that there are aspects of me that even my nearest and dearest don't get on a regular basis.. i mean carolyn and maj know all that stuff... but.............. life is so weird.

monday.
raisins.
ripe parking space
$
soaked in tickles
dorfmunder.
"nothing makes me want to disappear as when somone opens their mouth."
going to bed.
water.
sleep.
g'night
fea

sunday
hello from the rocky river public library.
my compeeedo is sick.
so i'm here with humanity and it's not sucking thus far.
so let's see...
i am a little bit pumped up as i just found out i don't have to go to work tomorrow.. thank you water company!! thank you!! yea, they were jack-hammerin on friday and we had to shut down early because they were turning off the water for a while... and then they told us they'd be back on monday and need to turn it off again!!! so thats that... i'm pretty glad though because mine car is getting progressively louder and turning the radio up isn't working as well. Sadly, i haven't had a space of time to surrender my car for a while so i will take it in tomorrow... pray with me that it isn't a costly repair... lets pray for a belt of some sort.
other then that - i worked friday night... cavs sold out but we were dead... very odd considering that on wednesday when it was predicted to be less busy i made a nice sum of $$. hmmmmm that said i wonder what monday night will bring.
saturday afternoon i got to go to tower city and do some community service with the youth of today with whom i work. and it was actually pretty fun and the kiddos were delightfully, suprisingly excellent. so that made time go fast.
i made a spaghetti squash yesterday.. kicked ass. i love squash.
other then that not a whole lot .. i'm just keepin on.
talk to you all later,
thea