sunday november 30, year 0

i'm at work and i'm siiick ya'll i mean sick... like fearful of how sick i am. not cold not flu i don't know.... severe abdominal pain, i'm freezing cold and shaking, lower back pain, intestinal distress - i just feel like hell. i'm drinking water hopefully that'll help. theres no way after recent past experience with lakewood emergency i'll never go there again. so looks like broth and water for dinner and a prayer not to die. i feel that bad. sitting here for the last almost 4 hours hasn't done me any favors either. but its $$.

oh well i'm going to go i'm shaking so much its difficult to type.

me