DAY 50 - WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.
Wednesday March 20, 2002
8:00 coffee coffee coffee
12:30 - day time "RINGER" smaller portion, apple, orange
6:30 - "RINGER" with chicken breast... good happy whatever
10:50 - vanilla yogurt ( i switched brands because my store of choice didn't carry my brand i found this to be too vanilla-y) raisins, coupla shredded wheats...
I'm having yet another in a series of days in which i wish i were deceased. not that i'm suicidal.. at all - i'm a chicken shit for sure... plus there's so much odd fun to have. but to be perfectly frank i think, nightly...."If i don't wake up that would be perfectly fine". i guess that's not good but i think others feel this way and we all get by.
i'd like to sing the praises of cucumbers today. but all i can say is i eat cucumbers every day and that (as robert frost said) "that has made all the difference". what else is there? forgive my low moment... i'm still supporting you and of course wish you the best in this endeavor!!!!