Day 41 - not havin no fun. March 11, 2002
7:00 coffee coffee coffee
8:30 banana
3:30 - coffee coffee coffee - orange
4:00 - one artichoke heart
7:00 - THE RINGER - to refresh... chick peas, chicken breast, broccoli slaw, cucumber, carrots, peas, mushrooms, a quartered artichoke heart, chopped red pepper, a dash of hot sauce, BALSAMIC VINEGARETTE, black pepper and crushed red pepper!! (i forgot horseradish - i'm sick)
I AM ILL. i loathe sickness in all it's incarnations. as i am rarely sick i usually go right to praying for instant death. i will say the upswing of being sick is not eating...yes i know those are inappropriate thoughts... yes i know.... find me one person who doesn't say that at least one time when their sick and i'll show you a liar.
i also consulted with a friend who asked to not be a part of this project... regarding our take out dinner yesterday (turkey, cheese, mushrooms on bread!!!) cheating food quality has become of the utmost importance if you are sticking to any regimen. if i'm gonna eat chick peas and cabbage 6 days a week the one day i take off... had better be damned worth it. and it wasn't - the sandwich wasn't worth the break in diet. i will write the restaurant a letter explaining the diet and my expectations and see how they respond.. they should know that they blew my one shot by sucking. too sad but again it makes for a goal oriented week. i already hate this week how about that. boooooooooooooooooooo hisssssssssssssssssss sorry to be negative. i hope you are doing o.k. and will join me tomorrow for the big check in. i do care about you.