DAY 32 - March 02, 2002
feelin it lovin it. i think i may have super hypnotized myself but i feel friggin great.
11:00 coffee coffee coffee
important date: i am being permitted to babysit a friends little tiny daughter this afternoon. i'm so proud that they trust me (maybe no one else was available).
12:00 - get to their home... hang with baby girl.... envy her unadulterated beauty... man oh man she is a beautiful girl.. we have fun singing "eeeee iiiii eeee iiii oooo" and carrying shoes around. i give her a bottle and take her up for a nap. then sit in dead silence in their home incase i need to hear her sneeze or breathe or whatever.... this event was a high point of my life... i love their kids and am happy to have practice hanging out with them. and i know other dear dear friends are looking to have kids soon so i need to get my "chops" up.
6:00 - prepare the ringer with left over bonus ingredients - artichoke hearts, pepper rings, mushrooms, peas... surely this is a glorious weekend. i'm feeling like a powerhouse.. i need to bump up my excercise - i've been doing standard amounts of sit ups and push ups and kicking my legs all over the house but it's time to get new batteries for the walkman and go on the marathon walk/runs. i'm committed or i should be.
chris and i had a heart to heart tonight about blogging, dieting and life in general. i hope i was of help. sometimes i convince my self that i'm doing o.k. but wonder if i'm hypnotizing myself that i'm o.k. - like i've convinced myself i hate ice cream. i wonder how i'd know if i was really feeling better or i have convinced myself that i am. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm things to ponder on a sunday. i'll talk later. and remember "weekend doesn't have to = weakness". i'm your buddy.
feelin it lovin it. i think i may have super hypnotized myself but i feel friggin great.
11:00 coffee coffee coffee
important date: i am being permitted to babysit a friends little tiny daughter this afternoon. i'm so proud that they trust me (maybe no one else was available).
12:00 - get to their home... hang with baby girl.... envy her unadulterated beauty... man oh man she is a beautiful girl.. we have fun singing "eeeee iiiii eeee iiii oooo" and carrying shoes around. i give her a bottle and take her up for a nap. then sit in dead silence in their home incase i need to hear her sneeze or breathe or whatever.... this event was a high point of my life... i love their kids and am happy to have practice hanging out with them. and i know other dear dear friends are looking to have kids soon so i need to get my "chops" up.
6:00 - prepare the ringer with left over bonus ingredients - artichoke hearts, pepper rings, mushrooms, peas... surely this is a glorious weekend. i'm feeling like a powerhouse.. i need to bump up my excercise - i've been doing standard amounts of sit ups and push ups and kicking my legs all over the house but it's time to get new batteries for the walkman and go on the marathon walk/runs. i'm committed or i should be.
chris and i had a heart to heart tonight about blogging, dieting and life in general. i hope i was of help. sometimes i convince my self that i'm doing o.k. but wonder if i'm hypnotizing myself that i'm o.k. - like i've convinced myself i hate ice cream. i wonder how i'd know if i was really feeling better or i have convinced myself that i am. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm things to ponder on a sunday. i'll talk later. and remember "weekend doesn't have to = weakness". i'm your buddy.
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