WELCOME DAY 30!!!!! Thursday Feb. 28th.
8:00 - coffee coffee coffee
10:00 - unsweetened peach/applesauce
11:00 - grapefruit
12:30 - day time "ringer combo"
apple
orange
5:40 - breaking the diet at the 1/2 way mark... for some korean vegetarian sushi - and i feel fucking great about it... man i love this stuff. love it.
7:00 - coupla pretzel rods.... and newmans salsa (HOT -N- CHUNKY) baby thats me.
okey dokey we're at the 1/2 way mark. how did i get here? i have spent many many years wondering how i got to be this person... engaging in "black arts" to deal with food..inventing regimes... obsessing about weight etc.. then i got home today and there was a message on my answering machine from my beloved mother - she was weeping literally on the phone because and i quote "i can't lose weight". now my mother is a senior citizen and should be well beyond that type of bullshit... and i hope when i am her age i'm content to eat cakes filled with pies and twinkies as main staples.... but it occurs to me where my little issue may have come from. it's weird to be on the phone with my mom telling her that 1/2 a pound isn't anything to think about... it's a good pee. and "you don't need to lose any weight" ... all things people say to me but i ignore or write off as b.s. - what do i tell her? this is a glimpse into the "behind the thea" on VH1.
8:00 - coffee coffee coffee
10:00 - unsweetened peach/applesauce
11:00 - grapefruit
12:30 - day time "ringer combo"
apple
orange
5:40 - breaking the diet at the 1/2 way mark... for some korean vegetarian sushi - and i feel fucking great about it... man i love this stuff. love it.
7:00 - coupla pretzel rods.... and newmans salsa (HOT -N- CHUNKY) baby thats me.
okey dokey we're at the 1/2 way mark. how did i get here? i have spent many many years wondering how i got to be this person... engaging in "black arts" to deal with food..inventing regimes... obsessing about weight etc.. then i got home today and there was a message on my answering machine from my beloved mother - she was weeping literally on the phone because and i quote "i can't lose weight". now my mother is a senior citizen and should be well beyond that type of bullshit... and i hope when i am her age i'm content to eat cakes filled with pies and twinkies as main staples.... but it occurs to me where my little issue may have come from. it's weird to be on the phone with my mom telling her that 1/2 a pound isn't anything to think about... it's a good pee. and "you don't need to lose any weight" ... all things people say to me but i ignore or write off as b.s. - what do i tell her? this is a glimpse into the "behind the thea" on VH1.
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