Day 49 - not feelin fine! Tuesday, March 19, 2002
I LOATHE AND DETEST TUESDAYS.
8:00 coffee coffee coffee
10:00 - grapes - donated by one of the youth of today
11:00 - carrots and sliced peppers - donated by the youth of today
12:30 - fat free strawberry yogurt w/raisins... an apple and an orannge
6:20 - the ringer with bonus kick ass ingredients... life seems good at this second
10: 00 fat free fig newtons / 3
Today i want to talk about the thrill i get from watching an obese person who claims to be on a weight program shove mini chocolate candy bars into his/her mouth......... it's like watching a kid in a candy store or a small child unwrapping a wonderful birthday gift... oh the wrapper.. oh the chocolate... oh the next 3... mmmmmmmmm... i guess part of it is envy.. man i'd love to eat some candy but that would negate any complaints about weight. i don't know... i guess the message over all is " DO WHAT YOU WANT" and i'll either envy the fact that you don't give a shit or the fact that your weakness prevails... i live through you weak fat person.. keep up the good (read rediculous) work!!!
i remain your chum.