thursday/friday 2005 +13/14
"hello hello.....hola! i'm at a place called vertigo........."
yes its not just a popular song.. i went to the doctor wednesday a.m. to find out that i have VERTIGO (again). being dizzy for a week i thought i should get it looked at. and there you have it... cure? nope. just some pills that make you tooo tired to take them during the day when you actually need them. whats it like.. its like everything you look at as you move your head or eyes is about 1/2 a second behind.. unfun. but it will go away. thank g.
outside of that 2005 +13 has been o.k. but today took a real hit for the worse... someone in my work life... at the school killed himself yesterday.
i cannot get my head around this. i can't . the day at work was seemingly endless... and sad and unimaginable from so many angles... the family, the friends, us......... in shock i guess. i can't stop thinking in my head about what the last minutes must have been like.... how much pain is a person in to do this......and of course it leaves so much unanswered... never to be answered. did we do enough. what did we miss. what could i have said. the long and short of it is it sucks. you wish the 20 year old that this kid would be could talk to the 16 year old and say "seriously... it'll get better.. there's alot more........" while all of this is undeniably miserably it makes me glad about the job i have... and glad for the people i work with. they are great people trying to make a difference.... sometimes it's lost but maybe in the kids that are dealing with it we can do something meaningful.
onward i go...
tomorrow is another day.
let's see manana - friday... nothing on the agenda.
saturday - renting a coupla movies no big whoop.
sunday i work at the liberry downtown fun and profit.
monday - off for the holiday.. radio then maybe hang with the welk and una.
it is ... just a life.
later gators.
please take it easy,
thea
"hello hello.....hola! i'm at a place called vertigo........."
yes its not just a popular song.. i went to the doctor wednesday a.m. to find out that i have VERTIGO (again). being dizzy for a week i thought i should get it looked at. and there you have it... cure? nope. just some pills that make you tooo tired to take them during the day when you actually need them. whats it like.. its like everything you look at as you move your head or eyes is about 1/2 a second behind.. unfun. but it will go away. thank g.
outside of that 2005 +13 has been o.k. but today took a real hit for the worse... someone in my work life... at the school killed himself yesterday.
i cannot get my head around this. i can't . the day at work was seemingly endless... and sad and unimaginable from so many angles... the family, the friends, us......... in shock i guess. i can't stop thinking in my head about what the last minutes must have been like.... how much pain is a person in to do this......and of course it leaves so much unanswered... never to be answered. did we do enough. what did we miss. what could i have said. the long and short of it is it sucks. you wish the 20 year old that this kid would be could talk to the 16 year old and say "seriously... it'll get better.. there's alot more........" while all of this is undeniably miserably it makes me glad about the job i have... and glad for the people i work with. they are great people trying to make a difference.... sometimes it's lost but maybe in the kids that are dealing with it we can do something meaningful.
onward i go...
tomorrow is another day.
let's see manana - friday... nothing on the agenda.
saturday - renting a coupla movies no big whoop.
sunday i work at the liberry downtown fun and profit.
monday - off for the holiday.. radio then maybe hang with the welk and una.
it is ... just a life.
later gators.
please take it easy,
thea
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