now i'm angry. whats with this fucking rain.... yesterday i worked at the bar through the hour rain delay... i kept my spirits up.. i made MAD LOOT but i'm not greedy.. i really don't want to do it again... and looking out the window - i'm in for another freakin delay. misery. oh well i look at all customers as $'s "what can i get you today - dollar?" "dollar, do you want a lime in that?" ick.
oh well i'm still sad. it's about my cat. she had to be put to rest this week and yesterday i recieved a card from the vet with a lock of her hair and her foot prints on it.. with a super over the top emotional ball busting story on the inside and i lost my mind and wept bitterly for a while. ... i think the other cats are worried about me. such is life i guess. she was a damn good cat. oh well i gotta go to work.