haiku of today

highway lights guide me
disappear into nothing
until the next mile

so it goes.
today was ... uh today. i dealt with such stupid people that if i had their names handy i would put them in the blog in huge bold letters so that many many people might know (as if they didn't) how stupid these people are. really stupid. c'mon fake some intelligence just to appease me would you? if you don't mind.
my boss at the 'berry is either psychic or people are telling her that i'm due to blow... as upon leaving today she expressed concern at that being my 13th hour of work ... "gee don't get burned out and quit on us girl!" - a little late my friend.. i'm burned..torched... ect. quitting is just a date on the calendar now. sorry.
so sad.
tragedy of immense proportion has struck someone i am pretty close to.. a murder in fact. how does one bounce back when someone you know and love is MURDERED? who murders people... fucking animals!! i'm still a little beyond understanding the idea of killing someone. the family is torn between how to feel if it was random or purposeful.. either way there is no peace of mind.. they were KILLED. i cannot believe it. how is this day to day life. someone i knows sister was MURDERED last year.. its like - are you fucking kidding me? are we really living among such savages. soooo sad. dear world.. sorry you are so totally fucked up and filled with violent animals.. shouldn't have to happen.
i remain in the bowels of despair.
me