friday,
today i had a weird feeling. i was at the refridgerator getting the cats food in order.. and this wave of relief came over me.. like life was o.k. - very strange and i can't explain it - i tried to explain it to my mother (waste of my energy there) but just a kind of sigh as if to say "all is in place and fine"... no i was not drinking. and maybe it was solely about the cat food itself - i don't know maybe i have ghosts .... weird.
so tonight was the unveiling of the spencer tunick nude photo at MOCA - i opted out of going.. it was a big deal when the unvieling was on my birfday but now it just seemed like standing on line with a thousand or so people and i wasn't in the mood.. i will go on monday i think, and enjoy it by ma'self... with the appropriate time and space to enjoy it fully. hooray again.
lets see other then that i saw una today.. so cute love her. i styled her hairdoo into a standing up kind of thin mohawk... and made her laugh about nothing. HEY MY FRIEND MICHELE I THINK IS OR HAS HAD HER BABY TODAY!!! i got a message on my machine in the calmest voice (despite being like 2 or so weeks early) "hey its me and neal we're on the way to the hospital i guess i'm gonna have a baby today or at least by tomorrow" WOW... i'm happy for them and can't wait to meet their little girl (Gianna i think..)
anyhow happy weekend all,
love,
me
"in the external scheme of things, the shining moments are as brief as the twinkling of an eye, yet such twinklings are what eternity is made of --moments when human beings can say "i love you", "i'm proud of you" , "i forgive you", "i'm grateful for you." That's what eternity is made of: invisible, imperishable good stuff. - Mister Rogers