its friday.
here's the thing. i went on brain pills from a psychaitrist a while back and i felt like they were working - then i quit them abruptly because i thought they were making me gain weight.
tonight and the past couple days i've been in one of those phases where i know i needed medication... and i guess the key is to trace whats going on with your life to see what sparks these phases... and i cannot figure it out... i don't know what is different, or what has happened, or what may be making me feel differently... but i can for sure identify the bad behaviors of this "phase" - boy what a pisser...... i wish i could figure it out and work to resolve it.. but i just don't know what it is.........there's no specific problem or pressure at work, or home or whatever................. how awful not to be able to figure this out. fuck.
oh well.
hey i had a romance / kissing/ dating dream about COLEMAN from general hospital, how sad is that... even sadder still in this dream and even in the recollection of it ... i can feel how nice it is to be with someone who likes you. too bad it is ficticious.
i'll be at the 755 mph show tomorrow night rooting for the sinner, and enjoying myself.
have a fun weekend.
love,
thea
here's the thing. i went on brain pills from a psychaitrist a while back and i felt like they were working - then i quit them abruptly because i thought they were making me gain weight.
tonight and the past couple days i've been in one of those phases where i know i needed medication... and i guess the key is to trace whats going on with your life to see what sparks these phases... and i cannot figure it out... i don't know what is different, or what has happened, or what may be making me feel differently... but i can for sure identify the bad behaviors of this "phase" - boy what a pisser...... i wish i could figure it out and work to resolve it.. but i just don't know what it is.........there's no specific problem or pressure at work, or home or whatever................. how awful not to be able to figure this out. fuck.
oh well.
hey i had a romance / kissing/ dating dream about COLEMAN from general hospital, how sad is that... even sadder still in this dream and even in the recollection of it ... i can feel how nice it is to be with someone who likes you. too bad it is ficticious.
i'll be at the 755 mph show tomorrow night rooting for the sinner, and enjoying myself.
have a fun weekend.
love,
thea
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