i never put things in a cohesive manner so please read along and do your best:
i worked today. i made a nice sum of $$. i got extra money from my new partner "dumpy". don't ask. on the idea of disecting happiness... i'm still on this one... for my own gratification i'm trying to figure it out now....
so for me todays happiness rested in a 15-20 minute span that was spent out doors around 9:30p.m. not doing anything in particular... just living in the amazing night that it was. and oddly that was enough.
Happiness on a Saturday night
warm evening
first butterfly of spring
sun burn
a good salad
sitting on my glider
finding "Unforgiven " on t.v. when i come in
setting up coffee for tomorrow
showering with my pink soap
clean p.j.'s
going to sleep..with the windows open.
these are just tiny moments/bits of what ='s happiness to me.. and when i take them and put them together i am a happy person. how about that.. i've spent sooo much time painting myself as the orniry, cranky, unhappy cuss but in actuality... things are kinds good. although the.. "i am a woman and i'm angry... I am an angry woman" schitck works for me.... so you've been let in on a secret. .. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't tell a soul.
later gators
thea