it occurs to me that a few blogs ago i said i would share some of my haiku's from the archives.. do they suck? yep. are they drippy? yep. do you care? no not really. so here are some of them:

8/22/98
So beyond belief
my whole life goes numb
is this day over?

Adding up mistakes
subtracting all my losses.
what do i have left.

8/29
Disjointed slow day
doing so much of nothing
my life is too long.

dedicated
Settle for no less
then the brilliance that is you
enchanting and good.

3/19/00
More anxiety
I feel my life collapsing
with nowhere to go.

3/21/00
filled with warmth and light
one of lifes nomadic tribes
in and out of me.

3/24/00 (to chris)
Foot firmly in mouth
I swallow burning poison
of my hurtfulness.

3/24/00
Energy of life
fast movement of ideas
fine and glorious.

3/31/00
Resounding loud "yes!"
The sun seems brighter today
light pours from the sky.

5/3/00
moving along now
making small strides on my own
i'm sure i'll be fine.

5/30/00 HOUSES AND HOLES
What do i do now?
swimming in circles of blue
start..end.. start...end...

10/15/01
Clarity arrived
and rested on my shoulder
whispering "now see".

3/27/01
Long hours spent walking
the yellow glow of street lights
softly guide my way.

3/24/01 rubylove
I saw her leaving
softly quietly going
off to sleep to dream.

8/21/98 for chris
together we rock
divided we are nothing
world domination

i guess that's about it for now...i've cut out some of the super drippy overly romantic, sappy ones to spare you all the nausea. Thank you for your kindness and please don't email me to make fun i know they're dumb.
hope your lives are swingin'
miss you
thea - drop me a line.