thursday, july 24 year 0

i just got to the liberry and i guess as i walked in the back door "ted" junkie that i had "dated" (dated is the wrong word... there was no dating it was basically we watched a movie once and he came to the liberry alot and i gave him a ride home once - where in the boarded up building he wanted to show me his "rig" ie: needles etc. and once i gave him a ride to get "pizza" only to find out a year later i was driving him to buy crack) anyhoo i guess as i came in he was walking out.... he had been hanging out waiting for me.... he started coming around again a coupla months ago....did my never answering his calls or returning them not make an impression.... what are we - gonna be pals now? i think a good motto for all of us would be once you drive someone to purchase crack - maybe don't hang out with them ever again.

other then that... i've got 2 hours left here - thank g. cannot wait till t.g.i.f is over..... after the whole "flea-gate" i dread coming here.. having to treat my dickhead boss like she is a human being when i know she is not. the sight of her sickens me.

oh well enough of that... lemme go eat a hard boiled egg white.

amen y'all

moi