the doobies.. i've been listening to them lately.. why i don't know.. what is happening to me?

t.b.i.m. dec. 11 year 0

monday monday so good to me. today was a day like most days but with super redic. silly high points that i cannot divulge just put a smile on my face.
played robert goulet on the p.a. for suzanne... she prefers "climb every mountain" i know but "the impossible dream is equally good".
got some xmas cards done... some- i literally drove all over the city on saturday to find at least one single box of cards that is reflective of me for the holidays and i found NOTHING. 5 stores not a damn thing... i don't know what i'm looking for but its not out there... so i have created my own and they are very reflective of me (although sam described it as "a little disturbing"). now i just have to wait to get them in. very excited now.
plus plus plus i may have pulled off the greatest coup ever..... i may have talked my mother into cancelling christmas day. with the aforementioned lack of family ... and we don't really do anything on christmas day... (we celebrate on christmas eve)... this could be it... me at home- enjoying life. sam said one of his greatest christmas memories was being home alone... going to the store getting beer, lunchmeat and chips and dip and just having a solo holiday..... i'm with ya my man. sounds dare i say it "ideal".
i've accomplished ooooooooooooooh about 1/100th of my holiday shopping. i need the pressure of shopping on the 22nd, 23rd and sometimes on the 24th to get me on point.
oh well.... one lives doesn't one... one must.
forge on dear friends. eat cake or as una said "beautiful birday cake muffin".
me