i almost wrote monday... nope its tuesday or as i like to call it monday II, year 0
geez i'm tired.. but i'm going out tonight... for the first time in forever... the welk and i are going to see lloyd cole at the winchester whatever in lakewood... i hope its good, i hope we can stay past 10:00 p.m. (it starts at 9:30)... but we's old ladies now.
--- other then that work is tiresome.. but livable and some parts are really good and fun.
--- work at the liberry is exactly the same pretty much day after day after day after day.... so i sit here at my desk and people watch..... lately i've been following the saga of a coupla teenagers from the school across the way....it makes me a little sad-- i talk to both of them pretty frequently both nice.. shaleeah (i don't know if thats how she spells it) is super nice girl with this GINORMOUS crush on this kinda gothy kid (its a strange combo to say the least)... anyhow she has amped her game up... she dresses differently(almost prom like which isn't her normal mode of dress), wearing makeup up, uber flirty to the point of verging on theatrical but very sweet..... and he....is oblivious as teenage boys are....( i feel like i should be whispering but i'm only typing but she's at computer 6 and he's on 5).... and of course he's dating someone else. so my friend cheryl is like someone should tell her so (as cheryl would say....) "she can stop actin the fool" (thank god i already worked out a code with friends for that sort of thing for myself... thank god for the welk and the phrase "tippy toe") - one of my favorite phrases. i understand she is desperate (like we all were in high school). she's sweet and i hate it because i felt the same way in h.s. "if i dress like this he'll like me.... if i act more like this, or change mine hairdoo or wear eyeliner or don't wear eyeliner or lose weight... " it makes your stomach flip to feel that way even viacariously through someone 20 years younger but in a few years she hopefully be saying "what was that kids name?". you're asking thea, why are you so interested in these kids because other then that i get 30+ year old men asking me to help them find video game "cheat codes"on the computer to fill my time. ... dude shouldn't you have a job? scary scary place the liberry.
--- also i guess my favorite patron who yelled that i was trying to ruin her dancing career in new york city had a massive blow up today all crazy and yelling at the poll workers! almost to the point of fisticuffs.. can't believe i missed it..... i guess it was quite a wild scene. love that.
anyhow the boss is gone.. i'm here for 2 more hours so i'm going to go read a book.
amen praise g and pray that i can stay awake for at least an hour of lloyd coles music tonight.
if i could figure a way to take a nap here at my desk for the next 2 hrs. that would be brilliant.
later gators,
me