tues/wed. jan 31/feb01 year 0
hi
whats going on with you all?
i'm tired... maybe because its past midnight and i'm still up.
soooooo today the object of my affection came in... awesome.. i dig him... still can't ask him out - paralyzed by fear. but i was reading this "self-help"/ "advice" book and the first chapters subject was "i think he likes me but why isn't he asking me out?" the answer - he's not that into you.... yes you've all heard about the book... cheesy of course but the MAN who wrote it said "trust me if a guy is interested he will ask you out!" and it ain't happenin... and i'm beginning to feel like a pining idiot..(per usual). so i don't know what to do? any idea's if there are dudes reading this i partiularily value your opinion... and be honest. i've persued other people.. few and far betwixt...but it seems to me to have been treated like a novelty or a time filler .... and i'm tired. so let me know. its exhausting. i still dig him but ... i'm spending so much time envisioning asking him out and what not but perchance - it aint happenin. i do know he is very very shy. ehhh. there you go.
so other topic.
i saw the movie SYIRANA... go see it... a friend called and wanted to see it and i really had very minor interest in it but think highly of said friend and was delighted to be asked to do something. it was goooooooooood. go see it and write to me about it.... at iamthea@gmail.com.
so i'm going to bed. i must. tomorrrow thankfully i'm off the liberry so i will work till 3 then have some time then head over to the welk/lopixx estate for some gh recap fun. and dinner. love it. ( i learned recently that despite how much they seem to like it you maybe shouldn't twirl a baby around by her feet!!! - shit she liked it- it made her laugh.... my bad).
onward and upward or whatever.
i remain a friend,
thea
hi
whats going on with you all?
i'm tired... maybe because its past midnight and i'm still up.
soooooo today the object of my affection came in... awesome.. i dig him... still can't ask him out - paralyzed by fear. but i was reading this "self-help"/ "advice" book and the first chapters subject was "i think he likes me but why isn't he asking me out?" the answer - he's not that into you.... yes you've all heard about the book... cheesy of course but the MAN who wrote it said "trust me if a guy is interested he will ask you out!" and it ain't happenin... and i'm beginning to feel like a pining idiot..(per usual). so i don't know what to do? any idea's if there are dudes reading this i partiularily value your opinion... and be honest. i've persued other people.. few and far betwixt...but it seems to me to have been treated like a novelty or a time filler .... and i'm tired. so let me know. its exhausting. i still dig him but ... i'm spending so much time envisioning asking him out and what not but perchance - it aint happenin. i do know he is very very shy. ehhh. there you go.
so other topic.
i saw the movie SYIRANA... go see it... a friend called and wanted to see it and i really had very minor interest in it but think highly of said friend and was delighted to be asked to do something. it was goooooooooood. go see it and write to me about it.... at iamthea@gmail.com.
so i'm going to bed. i must. tomorrrow thankfully i'm off the liberry so i will work till 3 then have some time then head over to the welk/lopixx estate for some gh recap fun. and dinner. love it. ( i learned recently that despite how much they seem to like it you maybe shouldn't twirl a baby around by her feet!!! - shit she liked it- it made her laugh.... my bad).
onward and upward or whatever.
i remain a friend,
thea
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