saturday/sunday
good thing is it's 1:45 a.m.
bad thing is it's 1:45 a.m.
it is summer and that marks the return of my dreaded INSOMNIA......... for the past week or so i've been getting to sleep around 5 a.m. and up at 8 or 9. ---so it's only 1:45 and i'm hoping to make an "early" night of it.......... bad thing about the insomnia / mental illness combo plate..... you buy over the counter "sleep aides" but then spend the night having a couple beers watching the sopranos (season 3) and thinking....... 24 sleep aids and beers........... that could really end not just insomnia.
of course i would never do such a thing i think it is just hold over subconscientous thoughts from amanda's death. unpleasant anyhow.
franny is crying as she will when she has the sparkle ball in her mouth.
plus if i died tonight who would return all the movies?
me
good thing is it's 1:45 a.m.
bad thing is it's 1:45 a.m.
it is summer and that marks the return of my dreaded INSOMNIA......... for the past week or so i've been getting to sleep around 5 a.m. and up at 8 or 9. ---so it's only 1:45 and i'm hoping to make an "early" night of it.......... bad thing about the insomnia / mental illness combo plate..... you buy over the counter "sleep aides" but then spend the night having a couple beers watching the sopranos (season 3) and thinking....... 24 sleep aids and beers........... that could really end not just insomnia.
of course i would never do such a thing i think it is just hold over subconscientous thoughts from amanda's death. unpleasant anyhow.
franny is crying as she will when she has the sparkle ball in her mouth.
plus if i died tonight who would return all the movies?
me
1 Comments:
Fea,
It is summer vacation. You shouldn't be spending your time sleeping. Enjoy the night life. Throw limes and eat cake.
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