hi
look its late at night, i'm blogging, from mine home..... let's hear it for DVVP a.k.a. the webmaster flying V for fixing mine compeedo and getting me back on track. kudos (to be pronounced as if you were michael york) to you dv..you are the man now dog.
so today, today today. work - kicked the ass as a japanese boulder fan might say (i think). then i went over carolyns to meet up with marilyn who brought her fun, and great kiddos - jackson (age 3) and henry (age 11 months) and maj- mrs. flyingV and her kiddos michael (age 5), nola (age 3 &1/2) and Alex (a.k.a. gomez - age not even 2 months) and of course carolyns baby una (2 months).... what can i say. I SINCERELY LOVE ALL OF THESE KIDS THEIR ALL SO TOTALLY WEIRD AND FUNNY AND OUTSTANDING.. however once it dawned on me that as the single girl/ organizer of this "get together" i was in charge of watching the walking, playing age kids - yeah thats when i needed a drink. no offense and at the same time BIGGEST UPS to my fine fine lady friends for their taking this on... because it is so confirmed in my head that i am TOTALLY 100% NOT CAPABLE or WANTING KIDS OF MY OWN... love em... really but you must understand... i live in the quiet solitude of the rocky river compound, theres me, franny, jack, nova, layla - spencer the stray cat, chester my landlords cat and PB mine landlord and that is my quiet and wonderful universe...nobody cries, smacks each other in the head, pee's on me, vomits on me... or continually wants me to be a train bridge, or character from a cartoon i don't know. - my life as it is - is wonderful and pretty perfect. after being with all of them we (carolyn, sam and i) were going to have a -in house- family dinner night to celebrate SAM'S BIRFDAY...!!!!! but betwixt the earlier event and dinner i had to go home at least for 20 minutes and spend time in my own head, in my living room, with a cd on - composing myself. if i haven't given him big ups recently (though i know i do regularly and sincerely) BIG FUCKING UPS TO G. FOR BLESSING ME WITH A LIFE THAT IS GOOD.
so this is getting long huh.
oh well, i'm gonna have some water and hit the rack,
later gators,
thea
THIS WAS NOT A COMMENTARY AGAINST CHILDREN - I AM OVERJOYED THAT MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED. ITS JUST NOT FOR ME.
look its late at night, i'm blogging, from mine home..... let's hear it for DVVP a.k.a. the webmaster flying V for fixing mine compeedo and getting me back on track. kudos (to be pronounced as if you were michael york) to you dv..you are the man now dog.
so today, today today. work - kicked the ass as a japanese boulder fan might say (i think). then i went over carolyns to meet up with marilyn who brought her fun, and great kiddos - jackson (age 3) and henry (age 11 months) and maj- mrs. flyingV and her kiddos michael (age 5), nola (age 3 &1/2) and Alex (a.k.a. gomez - age not even 2 months) and of course carolyns baby una (2 months).... what can i say. I SINCERELY LOVE ALL OF THESE KIDS THEIR ALL SO TOTALLY WEIRD AND FUNNY AND OUTSTANDING.. however once it dawned on me that as the single girl/ organizer of this "get together" i was in charge of watching the walking, playing age kids - yeah thats when i needed a drink. no offense and at the same time BIGGEST UPS to my fine fine lady friends for their taking this on... because it is so confirmed in my head that i am TOTALLY 100% NOT CAPABLE or WANTING KIDS OF MY OWN... love em... really but you must understand... i live in the quiet solitude of the rocky river compound, theres me, franny, jack, nova, layla - spencer the stray cat, chester my landlords cat and PB mine landlord and that is my quiet and wonderful universe...nobody cries, smacks each other in the head, pee's on me, vomits on me... or continually wants me to be a train bridge, or character from a cartoon i don't know. - my life as it is - is wonderful and pretty perfect. after being with all of them we (carolyn, sam and i) were going to have a -in house- family dinner night to celebrate SAM'S BIRFDAY...!!!!! but betwixt the earlier event and dinner i had to go home at least for 20 minutes and spend time in my own head, in my living room, with a cd on - composing myself. if i haven't given him big ups recently (though i know i do regularly and sincerely) BIG FUCKING UPS TO G. FOR BLESSING ME WITH A LIFE THAT IS GOOD.
so this is getting long huh.
oh well, i'm gonna have some water and hit the rack,
later gators,
thea
THIS WAS NOT A COMMENTARY AGAINST CHILDREN - I AM OVERJOYED THAT MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED. ITS JUST NOT FOR ME.
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